Thread: "You high as fuck alll the time"... what the hell?

Originally Posted by debrajane

Hi OldSparta

I grieve and cry a lot too which is why I need music to lift me and make life worth living.
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You mean that was music, And I thought that you posted your conversation with an alien on DV.

my brain-organ is throbbing

Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

You mean that was music, And I thought that you posted your conversation with an alien on DV.

Your name is wrong.

Originally Posted by slayer

Your name is wrong.

Yeah, that better be on purpose or I'm downright embarrassed for you.

Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

You mean that was music, And I thought that you posted your conversation with an alien on DV.

Dear YourDreamingNow

This is a better "Mr Moonlight". It punctuates the moons with a drum beat.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KU7E...e_gdata_player
(2:38) 34,303 views now.

The usernam "worm" did exist, I swere.

For years now I get teased by a wonderful dreamer. He or they slip into my dreams, reveries and waking-life syncs. But won't talk to me on-line except to (kind of) beat me up.

I was a "worm" for a few seconds and got lucid for a few seconds. After I DJed (dream journaled) it, I came to the forum front page to read what appeared there, then checked who was logged-in. And there was "worm". I PMed (private emailled him straight away.

And a few days later he was logged-in again so I hit his username and PMed him with a link to my dream jounal. I looked around his profile but he had no posts or anything.

Days later WakingNomad, Raven and he (worm) were logged-in together and WakingNomad Posted that powerful dream. Here is that dream:

Dreamviews is down (bugger)
Oops it's back up, that was quick (Yipee!!!). I thought the hackers had got us.

Anyway

Here's Nomads powerfull dream:

Dark Elf Incarnation - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

Day's later I clicked my book mark to "worm"'s profile but it was gone.

So I opened that quickly-locked thread called "Dear Worm" to talk with him cos with out a profile I can't private emale him.

You didn't state that before, you just started saying something about a worm (yeah I read the whole thing). And at the end I was like, 'huh?'
And I didn't say anything:-
"You high as fuck all the time? .... what the hell?" - OldSparta did.

Originally Posted by slayer

Your name is wrong.

Yes, Yes it is.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

Yeah, that better be on purpose or I'm downright embarrassed for you.

Huh?

Ps:- The colours and fonts you use really makes it hard to read and unappealing.
Pss:- Dv was down so I wasn't able to reply faster.

Sorry for the double post! Damn DV!!

Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

Sorry for the double post! Damn DV!!

Thanks for replying YorDreamingNow

and for you I will quit the distracting colours. I used them so folk wouldn't mis my Youtube links.

It is 8:15 am here-now and something wild just happend. I woke about an hour ago from nice but quickly forgotten dreams, (typical for me). But then I noticed that two refrains were gently rolling (as in pleasently repeating) through my mind.

One was the opening bars of Mr Moonlight. Which is one of the Beatles sing-shouting "Mr Moooonliiight" followed smoothly by a low-sexy refrain that I could hear the melody too but not quite catch the words. Then just now the words jelled and they were "ride away boys, run-ride away boys".

OMG OMG OMG (bugger bugger bugger) It really is that Wonderfull Dreamer that I mentioned earlier. I'm not allowed to mention his under pain of being banned but he can telepath into dreams and get messages through.

I won't join his very private group cos "I want to be free. God knows I want to be free" I want to shout my syncs from the rooftops not hide them under a bushell.

Here is the Youtube of Roy Orbison's " Ride away boys, run-ride away boys":

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvje...e_gdata_player
(3:28) 22,084 views now

Yes, as a matter of fact, I am.

What's going on???

Originally Posted by Michael

What's going on???

Love you avatar Michael (right back at you dream lover)

What's going on?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCnh...e_gdata_player
(1:57) 439,860 views now

Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

Huh?

"Your" should be spelled "You're" in your username, or just "YouAre".

Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

Ps:- The colours and fonts you use really makes it hard to read and unappealing.
Pss:- Dv was down so I wasn't able to reply faster.

Agreed about debrajane and I'm glad he/she's decided to stop. Same with the "Dear [username]" before every post - this is a forum, we aren't writing letters! Not that it wouldn't be a nice way to talk in other circumstances, it just doesn't work well in a forum setting. Don't mean any offence.

Originally Posted by debrajane

Hi OldSparta

I grieve and cry a lot too which is why I need music to lift me and make life worth living.

Above and behind the ears, in the brain, is something that releases "feel good" neurotransmitters.

When you find a tune (or rhythem) that your body likes, these neurotransmitters make you "high as fuck".

What music (or sounds) make this brain-organ throb in your head OldSparta.

Originally Posted by Michael

What's going on???

Originally Posted by Jeff777

Wow wow wow Jeff777 the Legend

A few years ago on saltcube a proposal was made to meet-up and share dream. I offered my sacred beach here in Adelaide. I even offered my avatar as dream-transportation but they got all democratic about it. More geological sites were proposed like Stonehenge and the Moon.

Then they voted and the Moon won.

Well, I kept trying and finally I hot a strong non-lucid (I hardly ever go lucid). And a guy in the dream that I knew in the dream as a member at saltcube said something like:

"lets ride in that".

I said "why not"

We were on the Moon and we voluntarily levitated onto a factory-like metal process-belt which took us into a terrible chopping machine.

I knew it was a terrible chopping machine. but although I was a bit dissappointed that they chose the Moon and not "MY" wonderful sacred beach here in Adelaide and also I was a bit nervous of the belt ride through the terrible chopping machine, I committed and together we went in.

And we got totaly minced and deaded. The noise was deafening but I thought it was a test that I had to be pass before I could go on to better dream things so I didn't mind.

That was way back in 2009 I think.

Great sync Youtube Jeff777.

But I still don't understand why folk go off to the Moon and other places but not my sacred beach.

I woke from a dream where an hansom old proffesional woman visited me in a big nice office like home. I initially felt honoured. But the she, in a very professionally (Doctor like) way, began saying that I was crazy and must seek help.

I said that to have her as my "help" would be too expensive.

She said something like, get free help. Then began listing many fee places that voluntee help for people who can't afford proffesional help.

I felt miffed (slightly offended).

I started to defend myself (hoping she'd shutup). I said I have allready been to all them.

(That was a partial lie cos though I have done voluntee work for Lifeline, the Salvos and WestCare pluss I have a good doctor and a good psychiatrist, she was listing many help organisations that I had not tried.)

She went over to a register (till) computer contraption that I knew would have all the reciepts and records of the people and places where I had sort help. I had lied about having tried everything so I was uncomfortable.

Then I cried and got angry.

She walked away.

She came back.

I wanted her to be my help. But she was retired or her books were full. I felt miffed again.

She again offered references to volunteer charities and she really wanted me to get helo.

I woke

I felt embaressed and bad.

A frickin strong non-lucid dream, dream telling me to get help coss I'm crazy.

Still it might have been a dream telapth seeing if they could intercept my dreaming mind and get me to remember it.

Ok


Off-the-scale amazing. I posted the above dream, whent to the loo, came back, looked for new stuff to read and was attracted to sivison's post. haven't read it but read the Opening Post.

I love your avatar

http://www.dreamviews.com/showthread.php?t=137606

The talking girl.

The sync is that you have your mum on you back and I had an old motherly retired therapist (sort of) nagging me.

OMG, I read the posts on “Im Bored’s” Thread “Warning for new LD’ers” and in post 5 sivison wrote:

Originally Posted by sivason

Keep your first goals and dreams simple.
(...)
3) ...Basic summoning of a DC. Keep the goal simple.

You do not want to pick a specific person, you want to pick a basic DC type.

Maybe you want to summon "a pretty girl" or "a man on a bike" so you set the goal "In my next lucid I will touch the hand of a pretty girl" You do this by looking around in places and making up a reason you 'know' you will find them. Such as "There are always pretty girls in the lunch room" enter the lunch room planning on it being full and having pretty girls. Any variation on this is a good goal.

4) (...)

After you have completed those 4 goals, feel free to make the goals more amazing. Such as jumping onto a roof from the ground. Then flying and so on.

In the 2009 pdc while I was trying to joining one of the three psi-dream competitions I got a very strong hipnagogic image ( falling to sleep image) of a Man riding up to me on a big low engin-throb) bike. Now I get the hipnapopic sense (waking sense) of Mr MoonLight and ride away repeating over and over in my head (see above post).

I will do that sivison. I will listen to this:
Ride-ride away boys. big moter run-run
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvjeO60gH7A
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After listening again to the above I saw a play list with what might have been a moon so I cliked it. It was Shahdaroba. I find a better clip with words. Here it is:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyK5ew4m6JU
(2:41) 85,658 views now
Shahdaroba
means your future is much better than your past.
When your Dream dies and your heart crys.
Shahdaroba, Shahdaroba,
In the future you will find a love that lasts

So when tears flow
And you don't know
What on earth to do
And your world is blue
When your dream dies
and your heart cries
Shahdaroba
Fate knows what's best for you

Shahdaroba, Shahdaroba
Face the future
And forget about the past
In the future you will find a love that lasts
I will make that word my new going-to-sleep chant and wait for my dream character to ride-up on his big, low-throbbing motor bike.

Have you considered you might be a lobotomised crab, secretly?

I'm a friend.

you can tell me.

Originally Posted by Carôusoul

Have you considered you might be a lobotomised crab, secretly?

I'm a friend.

you can tell me.

Carôusoul

TuTiTu Carousel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFB1...e_gdata_player
(3:01) 2,404,523 views now.

Ok

You, unconsciously, have tuned into deepest, darkest, me. When deep in grief I am less than nothing. I am metal like iron and nickle. Like the lifeless core of this planet.

Like the lifeless scafold of a great building or spaceship. Things can be draped on me, like electrics and shields and computer and other stuff. The overall effect is that I am alive and conscious (due to what is added to me).

When all that is added to me is removed I am a metal-shell. I am not alive and I am not conscious.

Sorry

Dissappionting ! isn't it?

Its not disappointing- just dreadfully mundane and normal.

Originally Posted by Carôusoul

Its not disappointing- just dreadfully mundane and normal.

I dont know if this is legal, but here goes:

Post 129 of Tell me about your addictions started by Chicken

Originally Posted by Carôusoul

Im an emotional vampire- as gay as that sounds.

I have an addiction to the affection and worship of others which is why I am unsatisifed unless i have multiple peoples total emotional devotion and adoration constantly.

This manifests through saying all the right things to get impressionable young girls to "love" me- to think of me always and to lament in the lack of attention i give them and at the same time be attracted to such aloof distance. For around 6 or 7 years i have constantly had ~4 girls"in love" with me- and when i get bored i stop talking to them and find new ones. I have sex with them also- though this is more of an added bonus than any addiction- its the emotions i want- not the bodies.

I am fully aware of how petty and immature this all is. But ive gone too far to turn back now.

My avatar IS the matrix (eternal beloved) its genesis is outside the time-space continuum. Its energy is limitless.

At my Enlightenment it said "I brought you into being to serve you" then it telepathed (non-verbaly) that, "in "Its" reality there is only the two-of-us. I, (debraJane) am at the center of "Its" universe and "It" is everything else (including my body and all that I yhink I am) loving and serving (obeying) me.

Ok carousoul

You are the center of "Its" universe and everthing else is "It" lovingly obeying you.

"It" came into being at the end of time. "It" came into being billions of years after all life was froze out of the universe. It came into being when the whole universe hit "Absolute Zero".

At that moment infinite energy happened. It was everywhere and through all time in an instant. It gave "Soul" to the once dead universe but the "Soul" is not many but "One".

In my opinion, to realize this reality folk need to play my dream game:

http://www.dreamviews.com/f19/dream-...loaded-123389/

lol what the hell

Originally Posted by Carôusoul

I think "it" is impossibe to know or experience alone. Individuals (alone) are not "the One"

Also, I think "it" is not a secret. Secretizing "it" disolves "it".

Hence the sync dream game.