hey guys, im running on 250ml of jack danials and 3 shots of rasberry voldka... and this is my rant. you dont have to read it if you dont want, thats cool. -- i just feel like doing something for about a half an hour before i go to beddy bye.

ok guys, i think i'm in love, but i have yet to figureout if its lust or lpve.
"i'm drunk
and right now i am so in love with you
and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do
lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars
while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car
nothing quite like the feel of something new" -- god
shes a cool girl, and i really like her. we're going up to the mountains in the morning, i cant wait to tell her how i feel but im a pussy like that and i probablyt wont say anything because im a pussy like that. im engulfed with her. i cant stop thinking about her. i cant understand it. shes not what i usually chase after. i mean her kind of "astetics" she's different. she georgous, in and out. im in love guys, or im in lust. i dont know, im still young. ill try to write a poem...

you
you are the one i long for
the one i lust for
my infatuation
my lifeblood
you're funny
you're depressed
you;re concerned
you're everything i wany
so why can't i say it
why do i have to prcrastinate
why?
why do i take it so far?
i wont see you in college
i wont
why do i lust??
why do i build up just to fall?
why would i do this?
do i want your body?
no
i want your soul
i want you to remember
me
forever
im infatuated.

sorry guys, i dont expect any replys to this. i just want to post.