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spyrate 5
triple posting is goodand olny excusable in zeh muddle of the night.
yay!
do i know you? i know me. do you know you? do you know me? do i know me?
maybe you do better than i. maybe neither of us knows me. just an illusion of perception, light, and past. do we know you? or is it so. i don't think so. because i don't permit myself to think. to think is to filter reality through a human mind. such unacceptable acts are inevitable, however. should we think about it? or are we already? no, i do not know you, myself, or the state of things, space, time, and reality. because to throw a ball in the air is to expect to see it come back down. but what if you turn and walk away? the ball might as well stay as if it froze in time the second you turn away. and things can never be explained. science says there is nothing in love but hormonal and primitive attractions. but what do we say when love, indeed floods our mind with infatuation and time consuming, reality killing thought?
is there something beyond science? does science exist? or is it a mask that humanity has used o cover the unknown? thus is a product of thought. but thought is the root of all happiness. but as well, in small doses. only a fool, in pure unresponsive bliss knows true happiness. so what do we know? hope, i do think. but the thought could be wrong, since it is what it is. hope that the next day will be better, or for the more sensible, the next whenever. or the more desperate, thought thinkers. as i think, i make myself sad. but what again of love? when one not in love speaks love, he is saddened by the realization of a lacking thing. but a person in loves feels infatuated at the mere thought. as i speak of love, i am uplifted out of my vortex of thought,into a place of happiness. am i in love? with who? i feel sad at the absence of the thought, as would anyone in love. maybe i am in love with more than one person. maybe not. now lowered back into my vortex of thought, the absence of the knowledge of whom i am lin love with, i am saddened. the need for such emotions in humanity and thought is tremendous. and thus, the thoughts stop flowing from my head, as i have turned the faucet to the right, keeping in the liquid flow of reality boggling thinking.
but, sadness is not as necessary as it should be, for atleast i have come to some conclusion.
(complete un-tampered thought. this is indeed what comes out of my weird head when i turn the faucet left. the series of wich this occurs is how it came. this, i suppose is my thought process.)
thank you.
that is what is in my head
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