am i alone?

**Rags** · 12-04-2004 06:30 AM

DELETED:

(erasing my flaws one at a time)

**Rakkantekimusouka** · 12-04-2004 06:44 AM

If you're feeling depressed, please share...I have dealt with some life-threatening depression before myself, and I know that it felt better to talk about it then let it build up inside...

I just want to help you, as a friend and previously fellow-depressed person.

**Rags** · 12-04-2004 06:57 AM

Originally posted by Rakkantekimusouka
depressee

i hate that word.

anyway, thanks for caring

**Rakkantekimusouka** · 12-04-2004 07:41 AM

Oh geez, I'm sorry, I didn't realize -- I changed it.

Well, if there's anything you want to talk about or whatever, just say so, OK?

**Awaken** · 12-04-2004 07:51 AM

Rags, jeez, you're almost making ME cry

Please PM me if you want someone to talk to. I've been through some stuff and I can share some feelings. This should not be in senseless banter.

**Rags** · 12-04-2004 08:38 AM

Originally posted by Awaken
Rags, jeez, you're almost making ME cry * *

Please PM me if you want someone to talk to. I've been through some stuff and I can share some feelings. This should not be in senseless banter.

sorry......

and where else would i post this?

**Kaniaz** · 12-04-2004 01:33 PM

It's fine in Senseless Banter if you want it here, I suppose.

**Awaken** · 12-04-2004 06:59 PM

Well I meant it sounds more important than banter, that's all...lounge maybe.

**Rags** · 12-05-2004 01:18 AM

hmm, i see.
it doesnt seem that important to me though.

i came so close last night, i have scratches but no cuts.
im feeling better today though. (tough week)

**Amethyst Star** · 12-07-2004 05:20 AM

Rags, I'm here for ya! I've had my fair share of lonliness where other ppl just don't understand what's going on with me. I don't personally suffer from depression (not that I've been tested for it...) but I can understand what you're going through. I also volunteer to listen to anything you want to tell me. I don't like to see other people hurting and I'll do what I can to help ya out. :happygolucky: Hope you're feeling better.

*hugs if you want 'em*

-Amé

EDIT: In memory of the animatrix, "You are not alone."

**Rags** · 12-07-2004 07:50 AM

hey, its really cool that you guys (girls) are here to help me with this.
i can understand not wanting to see others in pain, so i have a habbit of putting there emotions before mine and taking in there pain. they my friends so i cant not help. i just forget to help me. i guess my own pains are finally catching up.
(not being able to cry makes it all too easy to hide though)

im glad and thankfull to have a few more friends.

Originally posted by Amethyst Star
In memory of the animatrix, \"You are not alone.\"

an long live the Animatrix!

CT · 12-07-2004 08:14 AM

hey, dude... saw this topic before but wasnt sure how to respond...
Its good to talk, to vent... I'm going trough something similair. I dont exactly know what kinda problems you have so i dont know what kinda person would be the best to talk to but um i sorta went/go trough something similair. you could PM if you think talking will make you feel better.

**demonette** · 12-07-2004 10:17 PM

hi Rags
just wanted to let you know i checked out your links
and i sent you an e-mail
love lots..
ps what do you want for x-mas?
a present might make you feel better..
i don't know chocolate or maybe some handcuffs

lol i talk to you later but think on it k?

**Rags** · 12-08-2004 12:46 AM

hey demonette. i recognized you the moment i saw yur name.

um, ya.......... im doing better than it may seem, really.
how have you been recently, havnt talked. (ill call you)

OFF TOPIC:

Originally posted by demonette
ps what do you want for x-mas?
a present might make you feel better..
i don't know chocolate or maybe some handcuffs
lol i talk to you later but think on it k?

o god do you still have those cuffs? (ah fun times

)
anyways, i dont really want nothin, jus come say hi.
wat do you want for x-mas?

**demonette** · 12-08-2004 10:11 PM

yes i still have them... they still hang on my headboard..
i still have the collar too.. I wore it the other day.
brook gave me a whip...

i don't really know what i want for x-mas...

**Rags** · 12-09-2004 12:46 AM

CT · 12-09-2004 12:57 AM

seems you got it all figured out already, then.

**demonette** · 12-09-2004 07:35 PM

is there something going on that i should know about? i just read this from begining to end and it seem slike your leaving something out..
please tell me if i can do something.....

promise you would tell me if i could help...

**Rags** · 12-09-2004 08:34 PM

im not leaving anything out. i just had a really tough time last week and came here to vent it all out.
just a rant. thats all. i would tell you anything if you asked.

(o and i did delete the first post..... i got tired of seeing it

)