Am I close to WILD ?

[jardoss]

Hey, thanks for stopping by. Appreciate it Well, Ive been trying to do WILD and MILD the last two months. Two days ago I am pretty sure Ive go as far as I have ever done before. -I lied on my back. Not moving, just focusing on my breathing. after ten minutes I suddenly saw colors flashing and floating in front of my eyes like colored curtains, or the colors you see when you press your eyeball with your finger. -Then my body got numb. A little while later I was like I was flying. I could absolutely not position where my finger, or hand, was. Or If it was there at all. -Then the colors started taking shape. I saw a blue sky, like it was in the middle of the night. And a huge black castle in front of it. I didnt focus on it, just watch it while I was relaxing. Then it disepeared, and another one started building itself in the left corner of my eye. Some seconds later it was like I was going at extremely high speed in the middle of a city, on a boat. Buildings flew by. -Then it was like someone punched me in the shoulder, and my whole body started vibrating. Some seconds later I could hear a sound, a woman just saying something. Then it was gone. Imagery was still taking shape as different buildings and mountains. But then something scared the shit out of me, It was like someone threw a wooden stock in the ground just next to my ear. But I got togehter pretty quickly and started hearing other noises. - and then everything became black. Nothing, absolutely nothing. I tried to do a reality check after a while. I wasnt dreaming. Am I close? What am I doing wrong? Would really appreciate help :-)

[Nufeather1]

either you are damn close to WILDing or you had a WILD and just didnt take control fast enough because of the awe of it all (I'm assuming). I did a WILD once and what a thing it was.. the scenary morphed from black to a beautiful scene right before my eyes, perfectly crisp and amazing. if you didnt get it then im sure you will be there with a little time. keep up the good work!

[faceonmars]

My vote is that you were very close to a WILD... next time relax into it.

[jardoss]

I appreciate the replys. Then guess I'm pretty close I'll try again

[Jeff777]

This is a duplicate thread. I answered your post in your second thread.