Howdy guys,

Xiper again, Well its most likely 40% "me pussing out" 50% " giveing up to soon" and 10% "dry mouth" but I cant WILD! OK as some of you may know I joined about 6 days ago and have been working for my first LD. This whole week, August 16 - 20 I have been trying to WILD. At first I was doing fine but the "Dream State" Never came. Then about midway into the week I started just falling asleep everytime I would try for a WILD. Then, near the end of the week my mouth would want to swallow and I cant "not" do it. Its like it will just urge me over and over till I just swallow. I dont know if that counts and my body doing something but if nothing else its just bloody annoying. ahhhh... Well guys im not trying to rant.. I'm just to the point of throwing my bed out the window!!! Well if anyone knows anything im doing rong or anything about the swallowing or if you just pitty me (lol) pls write back.

Btw - after every WILD attempt I am really tired. Now after a week of it I feel like I'm going to pass out everyday, and for some reason my eyes hurt like hell.

Well anyway guys I'm out for now ty for reading, Xiper