Thread: Not sure what happened

K, so the first time I try a wild this is what happens:

I wake up at 4:30 and lie in bed for awhile, eventually my whole body goes numb. I wait a while. Then it feels like I'm blinking over and over even when I think im not, or it feels like im moving my eyes around like crazy. This goes on and off. I get no hypnagonic imagry or whatever either. Much later, I feel vibrations through out my body and then they stop. Finally, I give up and look at my clock and it has been 1 hour, I think it was to the exact minute.

So I just go to sleep thinking about lucid dreams and I think I might have told myself that I will have one. I have a couple dreams and there is one dream I was thinking about in the morning. I punch someone in the chest because they threw something at me and then everything starts rushing forward. I start rushing forward into a forest and get scared. I try to close my eyes really hard and then open them, because I heard that wakes you up. It doesn't work and right when I'm about to hit the forest I gain control and manage to turn around. I wake up.

So in the morning I'm going over my dreams and I think that the dream I just described must have been lucid because why else would I try to wake myself up if I didn't know I was dreaming. Also I think that maybe I wasn't lucid because If I was lucid I wouldn't have wanted to wake up.

So basically my questions are, what do you think was up with my WILD attempt? Like do you think there was a false awakening somewhere and what was the eye movements/blinking? Also would you say my dream I described was lucid?

Sorry if this is in the wrong section.