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Dream #1:

I was preparing a meal of mashed potatoes, bacon and pickled beetroots (no, not dream weirdness, this is normal where I live ) for a few members of my family. Then more family members showed up unannounced. I was worried about not being able to feed them all. Then some close friends of the family arrived, followed by even more family members.

Now I knew I wouldn't have enough food for all of them. I was fretting about this, thinking I might be able to make enough mashed potatoes, but it would take far too long to fry that much bacon, and I would have to buy it first anyway.

Then someone spilled lemonade on the floor. I went to get a rag, but there were so many people crowding the hallway that I couldn't get to the kitchen. My aunt was kneeling down to untie her shoe, and I yelled at her to watch out for the lemonade.

Dream #2:

I was walking behind a person accompanied by a large dog walking upright on its hind legs, dressed in blue overalls that seemed to be sewn onto brown leather chaps. WTF?

Dream recall from today's naps, got lucid at the end of REM again i think.

Dream 1(fragment):

I recall some indoor place and some talk.

Dream 2(fragment):

I wake up in my bed(the room looked almost exactly the same as in waking life), get up and walk around the room(Forgot to reality check ), then i wake up again, and i spontaneously realize that i am dreaming, but i wake up again, this time properly.

1:30am Fragment: Victorian Loose Woman Getting Drunk

Disclaimer: Both the drinking and the promiscuity is completely out of character for me, but I was not myself, so ...

I was not my self. This was set in the Victorian era. I had the sense that I was a fairly loose woman who had been with many men. in this scene I was in some sort of formal room with two finely dressed gentlemen. We had known each other before, but had lost track of one another, but had recently become reacquainted. One of the gentlemen was pouring vast quantities of alcohol from a bottle into my mouth, and I was drinking it up eagerly. I knew that I was going to have sex with both of them soon after, and I was becoming very aroused in anticipation.

Failed WBTB attempt:
2:15am WBTB intension - plan for next lucid dream: I will go back to sleep in a few minutes. I will remember to realize that I am dreaming. Is this a dream. When I become lucid, I will reality check and focus on my hands to stabilize, then I will get chocolate from my pocket and eat it. I will then turn around, find a door, know the Taj Mahal is on the other side, open the door, and then I will fly to the Taj Mahal or through it and out of it if I find myself in it when I step through the door.
Result: No lucid, just the following fragment.

Another fragment: work database related 6:30am I remember dreaming of a sample database. Also some questioning by my boss of how much it would cost DBAs to check who used the system when, and DBAS responded that it depends on whether the most competent DBA is given the task or the most incompetent that the price will be different.

Trying for another WBTB This time all I did was write down the above fragment, and go to bathroom,and will try to WILD in a moment.

I dreamt that i was at a farm and there were some very ornate wooden chicken hutches. I walked over to get a closer look, when suddenly i realised i was surrounded by hundreds of tiny little chickens, each no bigger than a piece of popcorn. I noticed that i had already been standing on them and i became very distressed. It seemed like they were magnetised to my feet and masses of these tiny little fluffballs crowded around me. As i tried to walk away i kept standing on more and more of them and they made this horrible crunching noise every time i took a step.
i felt really bad!

I was lying down doing a past life regression when a image of a window with its curtains open and light coming through appeared. It quickly disappeared then another image came into mind of a first person view of a person holding a mobile phone in their left hand. The phone resembled a old Nokia brick phone. That image faded away and no more images came into my head for the rest of the past life regression.

This was...interesting.
I was a pilot who was shooting at other biplanes when I crashed, but I didn't get hurt at all. I found myself in this field that seem to used to be a forest that was cleared out by shooting and bombing activites.
Anyway, the field was all ruined, with a few plants like strawberries and apples that were growing there were burnt or dried up.
Up ahead, I saw Hitler, with a small group of other girls. It seemed like they were trying to pick out whatever was still edible within these ruins. I turn around, and I see my general. He tells me to go stalk Hitler, and to get as close to him as I can. I look past the general and behind him was the whole United States army was hiding behind a hill, waiting.
I didn't want to do this job, but I did. I got so close to Hitler that my toes where touching where his heels were. But he didn't notice me. Suddenly he found an apple, still red and untouched. He picked it was smiled, he was very happy to have found it. He turns around, and continued smiling at me.
The group of girls had walked away, and he wasn't surprised that I was there with him. Then he walked away, and I stood there watching him.

I had this dream last year during the summer. It was one of the few dreams I had about stuff related to WW2 or about war in general.

Lot of recall today.

Dream 1:

I was browsing dreamviews and there was something about some kind of spirits, and about how to contact the spirit of oneself and use it. Then i was teaming up with the spirit and exploring various 'Spiritual Locations', which included some locations in forest park and near my home. There were alot of pigeons in locations.
Then i was looking at melanieb's house(Haven't seen IWL) and somebody was explaining that she has problem with some stuff in life, and that that causes the problems to her spirit as well. I was seeing her as well but she looked more like her forum avatar, but sad.
Then i was visiting some kind of spirit school, which looked rather cartoon-ish and rather empty. There was an explanation that it is possible to train the spirit here and gain some powers from that, but it's also possible to lose it completely. There were special backpacks to pick and they all had different properties. Someone also told me that melanieb will be fine.
Then later i was on some kind of hill with pillars, hiding behind pillars and spying on somebody.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing someone's creations in Fraxy, it was semi-3D and there was some kind of double boss that looked like chains of some kind. Then there was another boss that was very quick. Later i decided to make a stage for those.

Dream 3(fragments):

The global cataclysm of some kind was announced and i was doing some research on that. Then i was on some kind of robot making facility and there was also something about robots. I was talking to someone about buying planets and there was response at some point "Buying a planet and living there will not be worth it". And later i exited the building and the landscape was like different planet, it was mostly grey and there were random small junkyards around.

Dream 4:

I was playing some RPG game with SilentEternity, we had a bit of problems with connection due to the fact that to run the game we needed to launch it through some MMX site. Then when we finally successfully ran the game, we started in a forest. There were various enemies that we had to fight and continued exploring further. At some points game was switching to 2D and was turning into platformer. Soon we have found a portal.
After getting through portal, we found ourselves in an huge open area and there were a few vehicles we could use. At first i selected some quick vehicle(can't recall exactly what) and was exploring the map. Apparently our mission was to take out a few enemy bases. A couple of bases were to the north from the vehicle depot on a small hill and another base was to the east, behind a mountain, but there was a road leading there in the south part of the area. Enemies were using various vehicles, i recall WW2 tanks, some more modern tanks, M60 tank and some weird futuristic tank. Eventually my quick vehicle got shot down and i had to return to vehicle depot to get another one. My choice was a tank that looked like M1A1, but upgraded with various weapons and stuff. Can't recall what SilentEternity was using but i recall he was using a vehicle only half of time.
After some time we took out the northern and the eastern bases, my tank was quite damaged but overall still enough health to continue. The only area that we haven't touched was area at the west, and for a reason. We were separated from that area by lake, and the only way was through the bridge, that looked like really broken train. We started crossing but it was a bit problematic to get tank through there, i was not even sure how i did it but i had to enter/exit vehicle alot of times. SilentEternity couldn't get his vehicle through so he was helping on-foot. We were almost near the end of the "bridge", but then game started lagging horribly. I asked about that on dreamviews chat and somebody said that i should decrease network focus on dreamviews. I looked at dreamviews and my "network focus" slider was at 75%-ish, i decrease it to 15% or so and the game stopped lagging.
Back in the game, we finally crossed the "bridge" and there was a bunch of enemies already waiting for us. After a bit of combat my tank was pretty low on health, but i was still trying to destroy the enemies. Then a boss enemy tank appeared, stronger than the others. We continued the battle, i was using terrain and alot of homing missiles to minimize damage taken, but soon my tank was extremely low on health anyway. I started moving into the lake while dodging enemy projectiles and using homing missiles, soon i was completely underwater. I was surprised to discover that my tank can actually move faster underwater and can use a turbo boost, tank's health was on like 1% though. Dodging enemy fire was easy now though and i was about to exit the lake near the center of the map, but suddenly game glitched out.
We talked on skype with SilentEternity about what happened, apparently the site that was managing the connection was down. Shortly we were back in the game, but i started back at the vehicle depot because apparently enemy managed to shot down my tank while i was not in game. I was disappointed so we decided that next time we will not use that site and instead use some other site. Also we reviewed the logs and it was nice to know that the boss was destroyed.

This is really helping boost my confidence in my ability to become lucid. I didn't write anything down though so I really only remember non lucid parts. I'll give the gist: Went to see iron man 3, teacher stopped me. dream 2: somewhere in the mountains flying talking toys, and DV.

Total sleep time: 7 hrs

WBTB: 1/2 cup matcha tea, almost out of it

Fragment1: A former classmate and something strange about his shoes

Natural wake, decide to use it as WBTB, drink some tea, total duration (7mins), was nicely tired and almost falling asleep but then it became too noisy outside, and also got a text message, so inappropriate for Saturday morning...insomnia for like an hour followed.

Dream2: In a familiar town, I am on the tram, the door is open, and I see an unpleasant ex-neighbor. She is running after the tram, trying to get on it, she also holds a cup of coffee. I try to help her, taking the coffee so she runs easier, but it spills. She gets angry and spills the rest of the coffee on me, decides not to get on the tram. There is another tram in front of us, facing the opposite direction. I look back inside, and examine myself, I wonder if I should change my clothes, but decide against it. People around are looking at me but with understanding, I was trying to help after all.

Dream3: I am in my room, I have something like a small terrarium with mice inside. It also had a lid, and the lid is gone now, a few mini mice jump out of there. I try to catch them and eventually succeed. I am slightly worried about catching a disease from the mice, so decide to wash them first, then put them back in this thing. It changes to a real terrarium and the mice are now guinea pigs. I think about feeding them, what do they eat, do I need to clean anything after them, ect. I look at a desk which on the wrong place, and see something like a bigger guinea pig, a bit more like a grey rabbit now. It seems that have escaped once again...I also notice a grey stuffed elephant and wonder where it came from, I come up with some fake memory that it is from my bf.

Fragment4: A very realistic FA, I am in our corridor, I hear the sound of running water, go to the bathroom and see the water is on. I become very concerned that I have forgotten it, water running all night long. ( This felt so real, and I was so sleepy, I am slightly questioning whether this happened irl, but most likely not because I didn't hear it during WBTB, crazy!)

Fragment5&6: FAx2, I wake up in the dream, go the restroom to pee. Looking a slightly different but very realistic each time, I wake up in my real bed. Then again. (Note for competition, while this is the whole dream, because it is short, I put it as fragment)

Comment: That was a bit strange, but also cool, I don't get many FAs. The tea is to blame, my bladder really was full.

Fragment7: The principal is cleaning up some of his things. I also participate, I see an old barbecue part that I want to throw away and some jars full of pickles, and one with minced meat that looked terrible.

Fragment8: My grandma is wearing a strange outfit, trying to gather things from trees. She tells me that my aunt wants to come by and sunbathe with us. I had other plans, but whatever.

Fragment9: A friend of mine and me are discussing clothes, he proposes that I go to a certain store, I have already been there, found nothing of interest.

Fragment10: I am finishing a cup of chocolate and look at the bottom. There is a chunk of cookie dough there, I wonder for a bit about it.

Goal for the rest of the day: I must DO ten RCs today, plus ADA (at least!)

I saw dark clouds beginning to rotate. I said it was turning into a tornado before you could really tell, but I was right. The quickly began looking like a funnel until it was a full-on tornado.

Then I started flying in the sunshine and I realized I was dreaming, but then I had a false awakening. I really need to do an RC even when I really do wake up for just this reason. I've only done so once I believe.

I had just talked to Slash last night and advised that I was going to start SSILD again, but that just mentioning it might be enough to make me go lucid. I ended up going through 2/3 of a cycle two times last night. I attribute the short lucid to mentioning it to Slash.

This dream happened early this morning after a night out with three of my house mates and a friend. I had already woken up at least once, and spent a certain amount of time feeling vaguely unhappy - hung over, wishing I hadn't got drunk, judging myself for what were in retrospect pretty harmless antics. The dream began in my college (a small art school which I love, and spend most of the day there Monday - Friday), which soon morphed into an art gallery that I have no recollection of ever visiting in WR. I'm outside on a large patio over-looking a city (large, but no skyscrapers - looks possibly French or Italian, nice old buildings) with my 4 house mates (all good friends of mine, two of which I go to college with). It's mild outside, a little sunshine. A woman dressed in a dark skirt suit and matching hat walks up some steps onto the patio. She looks quite well groomed, short dark hair, well made clothes. She's holding a short black strappy dress at arm's length in front of her, and talking to no-one in particular; she seems a bit agitated, angry. She's scaring me a little bit, and we all decide to go inside. She's walking quite close behind us, I can hear her talking but she doesn't make any sense, she just sounds aggressive and a bit insane. We begin to run, and go up some steps into the gallery itself.

The room we run into is busy, lots of people wandering around looking at large paintings. High ceilings, big windows, white walls and wooden floors. Somewhat old fashioned, feels more like a manor house than a modern white cube gallery. We lose her in the crowds, and I go into the next room to tell someone in charge that there's a possibly dangerous woman wandering around. Security go to get her, and I hear a commotion from the room nearest the patio. People are crowding round, my friends are watching the scene but I can't - I'm scared to see. One of them says to me 'She just had a complete meltdown', then I see the guards dragging her out; they're dragging her along the floor by the arms, she's pretty much catatonic. She now looks like the girl from The Exorcist, longish brown hair, terrifying sickly face, wearing a long white night gown type thing and nothing else. She's also covered in paint, she seems to have pissed her self and rolled all over the canvases - she's all pale pinks and greens and blues. They drag her out of the front door.

I woke up pretty horrified - I haven't had such a disturbing dream in a couple of years. Not to mention Ifeeling very guilty about getting the woman forcibly removed and effectively causing her mental breakdown.

Lucid Dream 1

I don't know where I became lucid. I wanted to find Angel Falls or the Colosseum so I started to fly above wooded land. I knew that I should try to find a jungle so I willed it to start to turn into palm trees. I somehow threw something down there that made it start to turn into a jungle. I was pleased.

I flew low to the ground and looked forward and up and little, commanding Angel Falls to appear in front of me. I came to a clearing with a little town, and two houses stood out to me. One was made of dark, polished wood but was made almost completely out of glass. It was very modern looking. There was a house next to it that looked very homey and was about two stories tall. I knew instantly that it was a hotel. The grass was neatly trimmed around these two houses, There might have been a pickup truck next to the glass house, and I think that there was a shed next to the hotel. I decided that I could take a detour, and lighted down in front of the hotel. I walked up the sidewalk and on the the front porch. I think that they had a screen door. The people there instantly welcomed me, and I felt at home. My room was directly to the left, like at my mom's house. I had a bed that sank almost to the floor when you laid in it.

I remember the buzz of conversation, and I went into the main room. There might have been a dining room table. One of the women who worked there was wearing a maid's outfit and holding a plate of sugar cookies. I reached forward and took one. It was exactly how sugar cookies are supposed to be, so soft that they nearly break just picking them up. I know that she was talking to another woman while I ate around 3-4 cookies before stopping out of politeness/didn't want to get fat.

I left the house and wanted to find another hotel to stay at, because I thought that this was really cool. I walked across the dusty road and thought that I had bee in this dream for a while, accompanied by an exhilarated feeling. I think that this was the dream where everything got narrow very suddenly, the feeling that usually precedes waking up. Everything in my vision got squished together, and my nose was really long and narrow. I think that I woke up. It's like all this happened, but it also didn't happen. I flew out over the edge of the mountain that I'd been on which declined steeply. There were two hotels there, one was interesting looking but looked unreal, like something made of clay. The other one almost made the cut. It had a rounded top and looked similar to a Colosseum. It looked too small though, and also had that air of fakeness.

So I kept flying. I wanted to see a log cabin hotel, and pretty soon I was fast approaching a long line of log cabins. I immediately knew that they were rented out by people who came here in the summer/winter. There was also a fairly small town next to the cabins. But, there was a huge mansion that was in the corner of the town. I flew above the town and looked down, and the mansion was almost a third as big as the entire town put together. I was going to pass the mansion by, but then I caught a glimpse of a bedroom through a burnt sienna colored stained glass window. I was pretty high up, so I swooped down to the entrance of the mansion. This is where I started to lose lucidity. I remember water, I think. I guess that I got lost or something because I kept on going in and out of the building. I remember a ledge, and one of those things that covers the top of a bed, that filmy and fluttery material.

Lucid Dream 2

I was at my grandparent's house. My brother was there as well. Everything was dim and gray. there was a gigantic spider, bigger than a trailer, that was circling the house on a set track. My brother and I were mostly hiding on the front porch, but then I decided to be brave and try and kill the thing. Oddly, I don't remember seeing any trees in my grandparent's front yard. My brother stayed on the front porch while I circled around to the back porch. I remember trying to run really fast,and constantly checking over my shoulder to make sure that it wasn't there behind me. I think that I saw it coming, once. Also, I went to the back porch because I somehow knew that we had to attack the spider from the front and back at the same time. That doesn't make much sense, though, since it was impossible for the spider to be in the front and back yard at the same time.

My brother had a sword, as did I. I remember seeing the spider scuttling around the side of the house and hiding behind the porch while trying to get within distance to attack but not close enough to get grabbed by one of it's legs.

When I was walking further into the backyard I thoughtlessly did a reality check and counted 6 fingers out loud. A moment later I paused because I knew that I should have only five fingers. I realized that I must be in a dream. I know that I flew around and did cool stuff, but I can't remember any of it! I do remember doing a nose plug RC and being completely taken by surprise when I could easily breath. I tried it again, and knew that I was in a dream when I could breath. I remember a field.

Then I had a false awakening, of sorts. I 'woke up' in the same place that I'd been in before I'd become lucid. I checked my hand, and counted five fingers. I was still a little doubtful, so I triple checked, and each time I had five fingers. I shrugged and continued to walk forward, non-lucid.

Note:This dream was probably influenced by the movie Charlotte's Web, which I watched yesterday.

Lucid Dream 3

I was with a group of my friends. I forget how I became lucid. I thought that we were all having the same dream, and that it was really them. I was super excited when I told them to check their hands, because they were in a dream. They all looked down in confusion. I remember seeing N with his face scrunched up in confusion. I looked down at my own hand. I whispered "wow" because it looked as though there were tiny cracks all over my hand, very strange looking. I think that K came over and was curious as to what my hand looked like.

I told J that we were going camping, and hiked a blue backpack over my shoulder. I was pleased that I'd be able to check off a task in my personal summer goals list. I commanded there to be a field of purple violets in the next field. I went over the hill, but it was really bumpy and I wanted it to be smooth so I held out a flat hand and made a wiping motion over and over. The landscape slowly flattened, but it was if the violets had been sheared because only short green stalks were left. I remember a field with corn that had grown about up to my thigh. I was disappointed that the field was ruined, and continued onward. We came to a road at the other end of the field, with a farmhouse, maybe red. Around this point we started running from a man who was trying to kill us. I remembered promising my friends that we'd go horseback riding as I was fleeing. I could only see that ground beneath me as I ran with all my might. A horse appeared underneath me, tan colored. It had an odd gait, but I was content.

I remember running across a rickety bridge and trying to cut the ropes before the man could follow me across.

I was on a rock in the middle of some very dark water. I was close to the shore, but I'd still have to swim to get there. There were a few rocks scattered around me, along with some floating pieces of driftwood/rafts. I was absolutely terrified in this place. It had a slimy, creepy feeling. I was scared that something would come up from underneath and grab me. I wanted to conquer my fear of this place, though, so I began to thread seaweed/thread/rope between all the stranded rocks and such, like I was making little bridges so I didn't have to step over cracks. It calmed me.

Dream 4

I was in the place with the glass house and hotel. I was trying to continue up a hill, but it was so steep that I found it impossible. KM was climbing it with ease, and I loathed her because of it. There was someone else with me who disliked her as well. When we reached the top and looked down, the view was breathtaking. KM laughed and said that she wouldn't be testing it out

I remember entering this pathetic little dog who I loved in a dog contest.

I had to skate up the mountain which had just climbed, and you had to control these three lines and keep them in line with the lines printed on the ground, sorta like a video game of some kind. It was nearly impossible, I only got two stars and whatever machines I was using got damaged. Someone said that they told me so.

The judges said that I did bad.

Well I had three lucids this morning sure sure, but I didn't remember to do anything! Anyways..

First Lucid: In this one I just went straight into it lucid, but I wouldn't consider it a WILD, since I didn't attempt to WILD or anything.
I go straight into a dream and see some bars in front of me. On the other side is a room much bigger than the room I'm in, so naturally I'd like to get to the other side. I decide to try and squeeze through the bars (didn't even think to just pass through them..) it's working I'm squeezing through (side note: this whole time it feels like I'm either floating slowly or moving in slow motion.) But then all of a sudden, much to my dismay, the entire dream collapses and I accomplish nothing..

Second Lucid: At first I remember being in a park and there actually was a precursor to this one! So, here I am in a park pretty massive, kind of like a park I've had in another dream before. There's a huge play structure and then there's also swings. I remember being on the swings and while swinging talking to this random little kid. We were talking about how there was a babysitting program in the park, but the babysitter who was running it neglected the 'normal' kids. Anyways, so I was playing with this kid on the swings and I like spun him and he was having fun spinning around. At some point I got off the swings and he was still spinning, just no even losing momentum either, and at one point it looked like he was hitting his head on a bar, so I was worried but it turned out to not be him but just a picture of another kid, idk what that's about. So all of a sudden I just become lucid.. I just start walking and trying to stabilize the dream, I'm not really thinking at all. So, I'm walking around and there's some DCs and I try to walk around a corner and change one into a different person, it uhh didn't work. And then I decided to change her weight, as she was quite obese before and I slimmed her down with just a wave of my magic lucid hands. Then once I slimmed her down BOOM it just turns into my aunt, which was weird, and then my other aunt shows up and there all trying to talk to me. So I just tell them to get out of here and that I'm busy haha. Then I leave because who knows what they wanted to rope me into. On the far side of the park there's a basketball court, so I decide to head that way. I eventually get there took a while, the whole time I was walking I was rubbing my hands together. And there's a bunch of guys and some girls playing basketball, go figure on a basketball court. Then there's one random girl talking to her grandma about how she still had some things to do and she was leaving. I decided to follow her, but she was like walking extremely fast, like faster than my running. So it essentially looked like I was chasing her but she was just walking (side note: while following her the sun was going down and I have terrible experience with the sun going down or the darkness in my lucids, always lose my lucidity, so i thrust it back up into the sky with another magical push of my hands.) I thought to myself how creepy this must look and then my dream just ended.

Third Lucid: In my third lucid here it started off in a room at the school I go to. Except the inside of the room was much much bigger than a normal room, more like the size of an auditorium. And inside of the room was a bachelorette and she had to keep her eyes closed. Also inside of the room was a vast array of different cars and then in the middle was Justin Bieber, but he was wearing a disguise, like a fake beard and everything (so random..) So, he's singing her a rock song and it's definitely not his normal voice. The whole time this girl has to keep her eyes closed I guess.. So after the song is over he just starts walking out of the room and leaves. Then my little brother shows up and follows him to throw something on him then run away. And again I just become lucid all of a sudden. I'm walking along the sort of balcony of this building, and it's pretty high up. I decided that I'll just jump off, so I do. And then once I reach the ground I get an overwhelming sense of urgency to do some tasks, no not for this competition or anything, some tasks that at the time seemed logically. Apparently I was thinking that my friend had given me some tasks to do in my dream that I REALLY needed to do. One of which was to bounce along a pole using only my hands, so I do that. And then, my friend that had given me these tasks was there, as I was bouncing along this pole, so I look at him and talk asking him how it was. He doesn't really respond or anything and just kind of looks at me. Then I kind of don't remember what happens, I just recall later being back down where I jumped of the balcony and remembering how, "Oh I jumped down this a little while ago and did two front flips as I was falling.."

And a dream: I'll just start by saying that this was a pretty strange dream and I wasn't really a participant it was more of I was just watching it happen. So, it starts off with two redneck kinda guys driving alongside each other.. each of them has a dog in their truck. One redneck tries to feed the others dog a leaf, while driving, but the dog doesn't want the leaf if it looks like there's already a bite out of it.. So, the other man driving his truck like turns around mid-driving and feeds the dog a whole leaf and like looks and gives a smug smile to the driver of the other truck. And so the driver of the other truck turns his leaf around to where it looks like there isn't a bite out of it and the dog eats, so he then turns and gives the other driver a smug smile of his own. So the driver reacts quite poorly and thus rams the other man with his truck. And now, a race ensues through a canyon of bones. It's a tight fit for the two trucks being side by side and they have to smash through bones in order to try and get in front of the other one. One of the men turns to the other and tells him that it's not these bones they are smashing but the dogs bones (I have no idea what this is supposed to mean.) I don't recall anything after that, except a new dream starts with sort of the same premise, again I'm only observing. This time it's two people racing in what looked like a jeep and then a black sports car.. I don't remember much from this one other than it was actiony and at one point on of the racers sons asks his father, "Who is this that were racing?" To which he replies something about him being the DCP with I forget what it stood for but it had something to do with like stinger from a bee or a scorpion or something.. idk, weird dreams..

# of dreams and Technique: Total sleep time = 8 hours. I remember 4 dreams.

Dream Four: Being a Woman - Non Lucid

My Dad has just woken me up to ask if I wanted to go golfing. I know that I am dreaming now but I don't become lucid, probably because I am to tired and just want to sleep.

In the dream I am a girl playing volleyball. My team stops playing volleyball and we start doing synchronized dancing. We were wearing revealing outfits, and I was very interested in watching my attractive teammates move. Then I notice my own leg, it is very feminine and I find it attractive.

This feels kind of awkward, to be admiring myself, but I know that it is not my normal body so I decide that it is okay to be attracted to myself...

Then the dream takes a weird turn. I realize that I am really strong, probably the strongest girl.... EVER!

I start doing handstands, and my arms feel strong enough to jump off of them!

I start doing handstand jumps over the volleyball net. I get the feeling of being very strong and I am enjoying my strength.

After jumping over the net five or six times I start to hear my Dad calling to ask if I am up yet. Again I realize that I am dreaming but don't become lucid. I decide it is probably time to wake up.

Well, it started out fairly normal, but I can't remember that part very well. I remember being tweeted by someone important, but it was like a pin, and not even on my phone xD But eventually, my family and I were going to this restaurant. When we were walking in, everyone was staring at us and making rude comments about me. My family seemed totally oblivious to this fact, and continued on. We got to a table, and there was only enough chairs for three people, and I didn't have one. Everyone was still making fun of me, so I ran out of the restaurant crying, and went into the car. I was sitting there for a while crying before my dad came out. I had my window open, and he was talking to me. Meanwhile, I was looking at posters on the wall in front of the car. There was some weird comic strip that was creepy and demonic, it scared me, but I told myself it wasn't real, and continued looking at it. then there was a picture of a bunch of dead people behind a curtain, and on a picture next to it, there was no one there, and under both pictures it said "Was this HI?" I don't know why, but that kinda scared me, too. So, once again I told myself it wasn't real, and it changed. This time, it had a picture of a man wearing a light greenish-brown trench coat, and said "Have you seen this man?" and went on to say how he was a serial killer. I looked over at my dad, and the man was walking up behind him, I yelled "Dad" trying to make him turn around, but not in time. The man came up behind him and stabbed him in the back, and left, so i was in the car, with my dad dead, leaning against it. I was horrified, and told myself that it wasn't real. I could have undid that, and had my dad back alive, but I couldn't shake the feeling of shock and horror that I was feeling so I kept saying to myself "I have to wake up. I have to wake up." eventually I saw my room, but I knew it was a false awakening (idk how i knew, I just always seem to know xD) So, I closed my eyes as if i were trying to go back to sleep, and when everything went black, i woke up for real.

and once again this was one of those dreams that I've had before (minus the random part at the beginning) ...whatever goes on in my head, I don't know.