I found this site through google this morning. I had to explore the dream I had last night. It was the most powerful, amazing dream I think I have ever had. I'm a 42 year old, divorced guy with two teenagers. I gave up on ever finding love. I am best friends with my ex wife and we have a story-book, reality show, kind of relationship. We go to dinner weekly with the kids (we call it "divorced dinner date night"). The point of all this is that I am in a good place and she is in a good place. Nobody believes that we are actually divorced because we get along better than most married folks. Anyway, I'm not dating, I'm not looking, I'm just living, working, and being the best dad I can possibly be because that is all that matters to me. Then last night I fell asleep and she came to me...
I don't know her name. To me, she was beautiful beyond words, but I can't describe her. She is divorced also, and has a 2 year old daughter who took to me like nothing I've ever known. She is gorgeous, but not trashy. She is professional, but I don't know what she does for a living. We met randomly and there was a "click" between us that I could never describe in a 1,000 words. I think she had a home in Florida, but maybe she just traveled there frequently on business... The way she looked at me, the way she smiled at me, is indescribable. It was as if my heart and my mind created the perfect person in all the world for me. She was similar in age as me, and we both had failed marriages. The bond that her little girl and I had was instant, and I treated her and loved her unconditionally, like my own. Everyone has baggage, but this woman didn't allow her baggage to hold her back. She accepted me for me. She didn't tell me that she loved me yet, but you could totally sense it. And it was mutual. It was the type of person you waited your entire life to meet, and you knew immediately that you would go through hell all over again just to hold her hand. She didn't care that I was 20 lbs overweight. I knew she could have any guy she ever wanted, but she wanted me. I have never, in all my years, been moved by a feeling like this. When I woke up, I instantly smiled and tried to go back to sleep just to have 5 more minutes with her and her daughter. I'm crushed that I couldn't return to them. But at the same time, I thank God that I had the experience. Like I said earlier, I'm not looking for anyone. I'm happy and content being a single dad. My children are my life and nothing else matters. But meeting her now makes me wonder if she is really out there? It would have to be divine intervention from above to find this woman and be blessed to be a part of her life. On the drive to work today, music sounded better, I heard a new song by Justin Timberlake titled “Not a Bad Thing” and it instantly made me feel like she was there. Even the air smelled better, and I was smiling like an idiot for no reason, other than I met the girl of my dreams... If I never meet her in person, I just pray to God that he will let her come back to visit me in my dreams. I want so badly for 5 more minutes...
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