I decided to make a thread with all my poetry.


~~~~~ Garbled Endings ~~~~~
Death awaits, the executing sentence
Watching cautiously, every motion and sense
Ruffled conviction, with potty poise
Jocund life, despite my eccentric joys
Arriving in awry juncture, darkness precipitates
Daunting my sagacity, arising concern, straits

Hallucinated, death detracts my garbled existence
Slowly devising ones fascinated romance
Paths look inanimate, as spirits cry for aid
Life surpasses in a second, all begins to fade
One may not even begin to reckon, as the end closes
There your body lies, with nothing more, but a bed of roses


~~~~~ Bliss ~~~~~
Cold, in need of Bliss
Rainfall, descends no more
My heart aches, something new

For someone to hold, and kiss
Painful tears, happiness no more
I have died, dismissing all of you

Forgotten, merely repleted in Bliss
Rain shall fall, I abhor no more
Soon enough, I have faded, adieu

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This one is way different than the others, but just like them,
it shares the similarity of anger and pain:


~~~~~ Letting It Go ~~~~~
It's time I moved ahead,
Leave it behind; let it go.
Too much heartache, like she had said,
It came over me, so I'll let it go.
Something new, refreshingly new,
So I can, let it all go.
I tried, and tried, but never knew,
It was hard to let it, let it all go.

I'll force myself; I know I can try,
To let it go.
I can do it, even if I die,
I will one day let this all go.
Do I really want to?
Let this all go?
Fly past me, on a whim?
Is it that easy, can I really let him go, or forget him?

Should I do this?
Let it all go?
Maybe I will, for the sake of them,
And see it all quickly; quickly just go.
It won't haunt me anymore,
Once I let this all go.
I'll laugh in the years to come,
That I simply couldn't, just let him go.

Nothing will matter,
So, I guess it's my time.
My time to just do it,
I'm letting this go.
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The rest of these are really old, and they are in a different style of writing:


~~~~~ Black, White, Gray ~~~~~
Black, white, and gray
Black and white i see all around
I try to give back with a fight
Nothing i do seems to work and i feel as if im going to drown.
Gray is the world around me today
But i remain curled in the corner filled with color...
I feel like a foreigner, confused with only the colors of:
Black, white, and gray.
And soon my eyes will only see red for the rest of the day.


~~~~~ Awkward ~~~~~
How awkward i feel and as if i could not seal myself from you.
You seem to understand, and are always ready to lend me a helping hand.
Yet my mind cannot get rid of you... is it true?
Have i fallen madly in love with you?
I yelp to see if you can help me...
Will you help me get over you?
No wait, moreover to also understand thee?


~~~~~ Envy ~~~~~
Envious I walk about the street.
There it is again, oh how sweet,
they sit and laugh; they run and play.
What I would give to do that someday.
Sadness sweeps throughout my body,
making me have thoughts of absentness.
I weep and still dream to have such a love that deep.
As I sleep he comes,
the one that my heart loves,
but still he's as distant as the sound of the drums that come from my heart.
I feel as if we will forever remain apart;
but there one day, life will cease and never more persist to be gray.
He will become a piece of me, and we will be together forever.


~~~~~ Forwarding Time ~~~~~
What would happen if i could go into the future...
Would you then love me?
What would happen if i did go into the future...
Would we be more than friends?
What would you do if you could go into the future?
Did anything we say matter, or would our friendships shatter?
Would you go into the future, so should i? hehehe