This has no title....

I wish on weeps of cries,
Devouring the light around me,
I've been chosen to...,
My nails are broken,
My eyes are "fixed",
What would you do if I said no more?,

Wondering away into this...,
I didn't realize my own pain,
As you were pushing away,
Pushing me into this...,
I'm throwing myself out,
Fly in red,
Lay in red,
See red,
No colors to describe intentions,
Not clear enough to see,
So caught up into my own secrets,
I have to find my way out...
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Well that's it, sorry if I wasted your time.