Hey people I thought I'd leave a lil of my art here ta share.

this is a poem ....no not a poem..... this is compalation of random thoughts united that ryme on occasion.... by the way I wrote these when I was depressed so pardon me if they are a lil depressing

FInding MyseLf
By Joshua A. Hawkins

We go through life thinkin we are one of a kind
when we're really no more important than the barcode we've been asigned
reality is just an illusion
life simply being part of this dillusion
when at last I see what is real
and thats not what we taste see hear or feel
we are to find the reason why
most dont care and jus watch as life passes by
falling into our self louthing depressions
alowing others to see only our trangressions
our fates already set out and intertwined
through exploration of my soul and mind
these are the things I discover
trying to find my self so I may finaly recover
the things we experiance in this life
everything from love to strife
but even still nothing is real
not even the things you feel
love in its self is just another form of manipulation
this is what i've found from my exploration
---------------------------------------------------------
then there is this little tidbit that crept up from the deepest pit of my small intestense.

Psycotic Harmony
By Joshua A. Hawkins

I watch as the blood runs down your cheek
the look in your eyes seeming so shiek
what will i do what will i say
the next time the other children ask to for you to come out and play
the tea partys over
now and forever
your blood splatters everwhere as i press the lever
draining and dripping down the sink your torcherd body my only link
no one must know of my act
the one in which the devil and I made our pact.

BTW I'm, not really this Pyschotic.... I just have a very active imagination....

oh and this is a link to a picture I made using Photoshop...im the one the the right and the one to the left is.... well ill let you interpret that.

http://www.freewebs.com/insanjesture/psychosis.JPG