 Originally Posted by Dannon Oneironaut
Lol! It is flattering that you think I am deep! Yes, this is natural for me. That is why sometimes I question my sanity. I can spout stuff like this but to me it seems amateurish, but that is me being critical of my poetry, since I am not a connoisseur of poetry. In fact, I don't really 'get' poetry and don't like most poetry. I like lyrics though, but I think music adds the missing feeling that I can't get from the written word. I hate going to poetry readings.
My approach is to write out my thoughts without trying to write poetry, because I don't really know how to write poetry. I don't know about meter and rhyming structures. But my thoughts come put somewhat poetic because that is the only way I can express them. There is a living juicy quality to my thoughts that I need to express. It isn't just the concepts I'm trying to express, but the life behind them that inspires them. Because what I am trying to express is not just mental concepts and intellectual theories and beliefs, but experiences and feelings. The true meaning is not in the words, but between the lines. The words are just to capture attention. Once I have your attention then I can draw your attention to the silences between the words. That is the real inspiration. That is where the truth of what I am expressing lies. Because, words can always be misunderstood and misinterpreted. That is why I posted those videos. But silence is the ground of being and is common to us all. When we are paying attention to silence, and our minds are in silence, mirroring, then we all are having the same experience. Then we are not only in communication, but we are in communion. A friend once said that I have a way with words, I guess that maybe I do. Probably because I am a quadruple Gemini!
Not to disregard everything you wrote, but what exactly is a quadruple Gemini? But yea that's why I like reading things like this on psychedelics. I can read in between the lines and understand it much more without trying, and basically as soon as the words leave my lips, it creates thoughts and ideas that I would of never "accomplished" or thought of, sober. It's almost like when I'm on a psychedelic substance, that my subconscious and my conscious thoughts interact at the same time, and relay thoughts to each other.
Haha, sorry if I sound like I'm just babbling on randomly. I'm quite new to psychedelics, and I've learned so much in such a short period of time, that's it is quite overwhelming. I can hardly express it. 
Oh and also, I have a few questions about your Haunted Canyon experience. - First off, what all was REALLY real? Was the family RV, tent lady, and teenage party / cop all "real"?
- And do you think your shadow friend means something? What do you think he meant when he said you will meet someday later? Death?
- Also did you really trip for several days straight? Or was that just apart of the Datura effect? If it was several days of tripping, what were your friends doing in the mean time?
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