Was I close to achieving a WILD?

[Dpiiiius]

So last night I attempted to WILD because of my goal of attaining lucidity during this month. I went to sleep at around 9:45, had a great dream, then my body automatically woke me up when that dream was over as usual. (I don't know why but lately after every dream I have I wake up, then I got back to sleep and have more. I average around 3-4 dreams a night.) I woke up last night at 2:45 and then I went back to sleep at around 3. I tried like 6 times to do a wild then eventually forgot and fell asleep. I was really relaxed and I think at one point I was pretty close, but im not sure. Everything started to turn white, my body was numb and I had a sort of floaty feeling. At this point i was so excited my heart was literally POUNDING against my chest ! I kept blinking while my eyes were closed and that cause me to open them, smh ! =[ But I think maybe I had just stopped breathing for a little while and it made me light headed because I was gasping for breath when it was over. Idk, I really want to WILD tonight but I need help!

[elucid]

Yeah, I think you were very close this time. Next time just try to stay as calm as you can, that seems to put most people off, when they get too excited and wake up. The floaty feeling and numbness are signs of a wild. Its good you saw this far, now you can recognize when you are getting close to a wild. Good luck