It's your interest...it's gone down the tubes and anxiety. Dream recall from my expereince is governed by anxiety levels...the more anxiety you have the worse the recall and you sleep through your dreams because of distraction from anxiety. Atempting to have lucid dreams poses anxiety because of fear that your efforts will go to waste and yes it's a rut. The more your dream recall worsens the more anxious to want to improve and it gets worse and worse until the mind sleeps through each and every dream. I do not WILD but from my some similar expereince of using light cues to achieve the same thing...I created STRESS a nice rut. I stopped the light and stopped all rigourous methods and my dream recall started to improve by itself. In your case your anxiety could have come from your college...it programmed your mind to be anxious even when it's over it's still on that's Y you noticed the dream recall had detiorated. As for what to practise....I'd choose the light stuff...MILD I mean physical intentions like there's a light switch in your room...use a small torch to shine at it at spaced intervals like every few seconds and everytime you shine at it think to yourself...."This light switch I'm gonna use it to check if I'm dreaming." Do it until you can do it in your mind without actually shining the torch light. |
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