I'm an old user of this site. I just logged on to say that I am in desperation. I am depressed. I am suicidal. I don't want to die. I used to find safety in lucid dreaming when I was younger, but have lost the ability and cannot get it back. Please, if anyone can help me with V-WILD/WILD... I need to have it back. I don't have much time before bad things happen. Please, if anyone can help me... please.

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Shaderem X