i had a number of dreams this morning about me thinking i was awake and about to dream atleast in 3 different scenes. from there i was half awake and felt the hardest vibrations imaginable! at first i stopped it. then i closed my eyes and they started right away again. it was SO hard almost painful. in my head i was like AHHHHHHHHHH. my abs were all crunched up too. then they slowly died down and i thought maybe i was in a dream. i felt my hands moving around but they were still. so i got up but sadly i forgot that they come in sets and i had just only felt the first wave


ahhhh so i was kinda pissed. they didnt come back but i fell asleep anyway and was walking out of my old garage and laid down to sleep on a pickup truck in the drive way. on its open tailgate. i walked away then back to it and suddonly thought "hey maybe im dreaming"...

i pushed my right finger through my left palm...BUT IT FAILED! (my finger did not penetrate) i said fuck! so then i tried to jump and i landed really slowly down and thought maybe i am dreaming then. before i could do any other RCs i noticed the pickup truck had turned around with the front end near me. so i said im dreaming im dreaming! like 4 times. i jumped in the air and started flying upward. maybe 20 feet up then remembered not to get excited or id wake up. so i started rubbing my hands and saying "increase lucidity" over and over. my hands felt really weird and awesome. but it faded to my bed