Hey all!

I've been tryin to WILD for three nights in a row now for about 30-60 minutes each time. The hypnagogic imagery come pretty fast, and i see spinning lights and flashes of color after like 10 minutes, and then they come and go with like 10 minute intervals. Slowly, slowly the paralysis keeps gettin heavier, and i get to the point where my mind starts to kind of think on it's own. I start having really wierd thoughts that i have no idea where they came from, just like a dream, except i'm not really seeing clear images like u do in a dream. It's more similar to day-dreaming. I've never reached complete paralysis where i cannot move at all. So now I'm wondering how far you guys think I am from having a dream in this state. Man laying still in the same position for 60 minutes sure gets uncomfortable and boring !! Also, I wanna know what "state of mind" I wanna put myself in to be sucessfull. Do i wanna keep myself completely awake or do i wanna let my mind drift and be sorta "almost asleep". ?