Well, I've just started trying this WILD thing after being here for so long, sounded fun... I've only started doing it in the lsat couple days, I've had full SP, what I believe to be HI and minor tremors...But last night I had the crasiest experience ever.
Last night I was laying down listeing to a lucid mp3, as the man counts to 10, you slowly go into SP... After this he (man on the tape) tells you to listen to the rain and make a scene for yourself while he counts to 20 from 11... Usually, he goes past 20 and I'm lying there with nothing but a tired body, but last night it was VERY different. As I lay there I began to picture myself drawing numbers in the sand on the beach. I would count to about 10, and check my eyes to see if there was any HI, nothing for the most part. My body was EXTREMLY paralysed and I felt a slight tingly feeling. I was waiting for his 20 to come, as as he got close I started to draw the numbers in the sand faster, and faster. When he reached the count of 20, my body went crazy, my eyes started to go nuts, and it felt as if electricity was being shot through me. I started to shake quite badly, and I started to fear it but I knew it was all part of a WILD. I then thought of how to become part of my dream... I remember someone talking about a specter appearing through their room and bearing down on them to hurt them, I used this to my advantage. I put an image of this specter into my head and pictured him grabbing me by the feet to take me into the spectral plane, but as he pulled me I grabbed onto its arms and we were both shot through the roof. I felt this electricity everytime I tried this, but no matter how many times I tried to summon it to bring me into the dream world, I would just feel this electricity, shake, and wind up back in my bed, still with SP. At a few points, I felt as though my body was being lifted up off of the bed, but as my stomach grasped for air (on its own) I felt myself lower back down.... What happened to me last night, and how close was I...
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