Okay it seems like i have to ask for some advice/opinion again.
For everytime i became lucid i cant help but feel like im experiencing one big layer Zero(watch ReeceJones87 for information). If i decide to do something specific before i go to bed and become lucid, i remember to do exactly that, but if i become lucid without expecting it the dream somehow leads me to do something and im in a kind of state where i know im in a dream but dont do anything with it(sometimes i dont even do RCs to confirm)

These are often dreams where im like 'hey, i dont have to do that im in a dream!' i accept the situation im in but somehow it just feels wrong. The dream doesnt become more vivid and i still cant think clearer than before. Since most of my lucid experiences are like that im getting kind of suspicious.
For a long time i thought it was something with my stability or my dream control but could it be my awareness? has someone experienced something similar? any tipps?