ive been having some luck with MILD after months and months of avoiding it. ive finally been able to induce lucidity, but it never gets beyond the point of realizing it. everytime i realize it, i feel myself in my real body vibrating, or whatever, and i flip from real to dream, and then i wake up.

but last night, i had a dream where in the end, i passed out in blackness. i then felt myself in my body vibrating, with some forces pulling me upward out of my bed. i let it happen, and i felt my dream body fly out of my bed toward the celing, but i started thinking too much and it ended and i was back in the body.

things like this have happened about 7 times by now, and everytime the realization is disturbing to me, AND it never gets beyond that point. i always wake up or something bizarre happens. anyway to get past that point??