Can't seem to break this barrier.

Had a crystal clear dream about a week ago,
I was standing in a local gym, staring at myself - (not astral projection)
Nothing changed, but I KNEW I was dreaming, and found to my amusement that it all was so real.

As I walked up facing myself sitting there on the bench, everything suddenly started to fade.
I don't know if I paniced, but I did remember to start a dreamspin - hoping to rejuvenate the dream.
From that point, I have no idea what happened.

This is basicly my main problem when having these small LDs - They fade, and break up.
I just CAN'T remember what happens beyond this point - zero, nada, nothing.
I have though of having a false awakening, but I usually bust these, on to another 10 sec of lucidity.

The reason I keep fighting for LDs and asking you on this forum, is because I have a feeling that the small moments I am lucid, I even feel more lucid than when I'm awake. I feel bodyparts, I feel pain, even smell (even though I never smell anything unless I check).

Haven't even had time to summon anything