Well...I didnt complet the wild at all but what happened Was Very cool. I woke up after 6hours of sleep...stayed up for approx. 45minutes. Then i started my wild....I layed there for about 15minutes with nothing really...i saw maby some very mild lights dancing but they were so mild it could have been my imagination. I also herd no sounds...i kept realziing i was having little day dreams though, and pushing them out of my mind...it was like in school or something when you are spacing out...you are imagining something happening and you can see it but its not really a dream...the the teacher yells and you snap out of it...this kept happening and i kept realzing and pushing those thoughts out of my mind...tommorrow morning i am going to try WILD again but let these day dreams flow..i think it might have just been my mind wandering though, (thats why i kept pushing them out) WELL ANYWAYS! Right after i pushed a day dream out of my head it happened ! Almost instantly...My heart started beating Very fast, and i was short of breath, i tryed to stay calmb (mentally) but i couldnt catch my breath and my heart was pounding..im not sure if it was SP bcuz i didnt try and move..i was waiting for imagines to pop into my head...wich now that i think about it could have been thoughs day dreams. ..my body felt a little numb! it was the Strangest Sensation ever, if i wasnt excpecting it i would have pissed my pants in fear (while this happened i did what it said in tutorial and repeated in my head, i am dreaming, i am dreaming bla bla bla ..slowly.)....well anyway my throat filled up with spit and i took a deep breat (out of my breathing pattern) and swallowed ... then the feeling went away (i killed it with the deep breath and the swallow//..tonight i might put salt in my mouth first so i dont get spit) ..i lied there for another 15minutes and whole prosess happeend again but it wasnt as strong at all...then when the feeling whent away i figured sense images were not poping up i could have been in a FA so i did a RC and realized i was awake so i went to sleep. Well if you have any sugestions for tonight let me know..ima try salt to help with the swallowing...(oh yeah b4 the WILD try i had a glass of chocolate milk) Also tonight ima not push thoughs day dreams out. |
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