OK, so about 1/3 of the time I try to WILD, I get HI and actually seem to progress somewhere, but I've never got past that because of The Voices.
No, I'm not talking about the voices of people talking that's usually natural with HI, I'm talking about voices RIGHT IN MY EAR that are so realistic that I could swear that there's someone sitting on me. I can never get back to the old rythm after this, and I'm fed up. It's involuntary, that's the problem.
Sometimes it's still jerk-out-of-HI, but not realistic or in my ear. I'm just listening to the calm babble of voices when all of a sudden I hear someone's voice cry out violently and I almost scream in shock.
I also, sometimes when I'm close to falling asleep, I'll have an HI where I trip, and all of a sudden I'm jerked out - because my body acted it out and my legs have done this ENORMOUS twitch/jerk and my hands suddenly spread out as reflex - you know when you fall and you fling your hands in front of you? This is also unconcious - I never knew I did it. If I had SP during this period, I probably could have successfully done a WILD.
Advice (though I imagine this is hard to prevent)? Comments?
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