Hello, how are we all?

I've been trying to WILD for about a month now and 'failing' each time. I want to know if I'm doing it right.

Well, I shut my eyes and concentrate. Everything follows like the vibrations and paralysis thing. My heart beats like crazy because I'm so afraid and excited that somehow I slip back out of it, or I open my eyes in shock!

When they say concentrate on the blackness I don't udnerstand whether they mean a 'far-sighted' blackness or the blackness on my eyelids? The 'far-sighted' blackness is hard to actually concentrate on and the blackness of my eyelids causes my eye lids to open! It's fairly annoying but I'm determined to do it.

Additionally, I noticed that I never have the streaks of colours or bizarre patterns. Is this a problem?

How do I keep myself calm? and What type of blackness am I concentrating on?

Thank-you !

Edit:: And now I'm even mroe annoyed because I couldnt get anywhere just now, after 40 minutes of trying.