Ok, I tried it last night


First, I tried it when I went to bed. It was amazing how relaxed I got and how fast it was. I got to the point of seeing HI, but then I sadly got too excited and lost concentration I didn't time anything, so I don't know for sure how long I used the technique, but I know I had an SP faster than all the other times I tried to WILD.

I set my alarm clock to ring at 5:00 AM so that I can try it again after some hours of sleep

Just for the record, I've been having a hard time to remember my dreams.

5 AM, my alarm clock rings and I wake up. I go to the bathroom to pee and come back to bed. Tried to reverse blink again. I don't know why, but it was being hard for me to focus, my mind was wondering very easily and I would always catch myself losing concentration and almost falling asleep. I ended up falling asleep, but I dreamed like crazy! I had never experienced a dream for so long. I couldn't LD, but I woke up in the morning and I remembered everything I had dreamed, it was so clear, not to mention that I was very relaxed. I felt like I had been sleeping for more than 12 hours.

Tonight I'm gonna try it again. Even if I can't get to WILD I know it will at least help me relax, and hopefully dream as clear as I did last night remembering everything when I wake up.

My biggest problem is that I get too excited when I notice that I am finally seeing HIs and stuff, then I lose concentration... I think I will only stop doing it with time, as I get more used to these sensations. Every time I get too excited and lose concentration I know that I got a step ahead

Here is a question... do you think it's too early for me to try to WILD? I've had two LDs before, although I can only remember one, the first one, and it was when I was 6 or 7 years old. I know I'm getting there... I've been trying to wild for 4 nights now, and I am already having SP, seeing HI, feeling and hearing vibrations... but sometimes I think I should be focusing in something else, like my DJ and RC to eventually DILD.

Regards,

Ben