Hi guys. I posted yesterday about not being able to dreamsign or rc, but yesterday most of what I thought about was how to LD that I think I finally LD last night. See this is what happened. I go to sleep and woke up and look at the clock next to me. It was 4 am or 4:30 am. I shut my eyes and told myself when I dream I know that I' am dreaming. Suddenly I feel my eyes get heavier that I dare not try open them, and then my body felt like it was levitating and some kind of tingly feeling flowed through my body. From that I started telling myself omg maybe I'm starting to LD then I felt one of my foot go numb and I somewhat still felt like I was half awake, so I tried to open my eyes so I can move my numb foot but I couldn't open my eyes at all. Then I tried to wake myself up by shouting. Before I shouted and it woke me up. This time though it wouldn't because everytime I shouted a plastic bag would cover me and tighten up. So now I'm thinking NIGHTMARE But instead of letting it scare me I calmed myself down. I was released but my dream started out as mostly darkness. Then I was in a dream where I couldn't control myself anymore. I woke up at 5:30 am again and couldn't get to sleep. I wasn't sure if I wanted to LD again. I was somewhat still scared even though I beat whatever it was in my dream.

Now guys I need your help. First of all was I LD? I just want to make sure if that counts. Second, once I was LD I didn't know what to do cuz it was dark mostly. How do I create my environment and people? How do I control them and how do I control myself so I don't do anything stupid? Oh and I was really scared to try to LD again after I woke up. What should I do to try and calm myself next time. Thanks everyone.