Can't Sleep (clowns Are Going To Eat Me)

[Ethan_Sanchez]

Ok I can't fall asleep properly and I’m kind of guessing that I’m going to have problems regardless cos I can't relax...lets see what you all think. Ok, it is hard to fall asleep first of all and once I do its even harder to wake up, however I can be alerted or woken up without actually waking...if that makes sense. Example, I will wake up turn off my alarm, reset my mobile alarm and roll back over having no memory of it after I wake properly...I am becoming later and later for work due to this as I do not recall waking in the first place...then I wake up all fresh and comfortable and relaxed and "SHIT!", late for work. That being said I think that is the point where I can dream best if it was a possibility but work interferes there and Its not a possibility for me to go to bed earlier to make falling asleep a better routine for me...as far as I’m concerned (medically) when I fall asleep is only up to my body, I can do what I want to wake up sooner but have no control. This all sucks because I could LD very well but haven't the environment to practice in. What do I do? Do I give up? Do I try harder? Do I quit my job just so I can experience these dreams? and then what...I run out of money and can't afford my house so I become homeless but still with all the LD time I could want, so now I’m sleeping on the streets dreaming that I’m not homeless and my LD's become more exciting because I’m dreaming of a better life that I had once before I lost my job from trying to LD which I can do now because of that LD that made me late and I lost my job over it in the first place, then I get injured and have to go to hospital because I can't look after myself on the streets cos I don't have that level of street smarts and after all that I sit back and wonder....why didn't I just go to bed and get up for work? But by then it's too late. Hey after that rant just now I am remembering a dream...happened this morning (yes I did get to work late today...no one knows that yet cos I open up) Can't remember this dream properly but there was something ok to it...some powers I had or something to do with monsters? Some really weird, kind of place where there were...creatures? Or something...can't keep it in my head, hold on let me ponder it briefly... I get the feeling something was after us...whoever we were, some of 'us', were my people but there were those I didn't know. There was a tree? A monster tree? or something like that...rooms slides...padding...like a children’s playroom all padded and safe but so much danger was there...I did something...oh forget it this is failing miserably...I have a book by me bed to record dreams in but again...its always works fault...if I knew I wouldn't be late I would try LD's every night but no. Ok I’m just going on and on so I’m gone. Astro It kind of felt like i was at a spook house at a showgrounds but not on a fixed track...more like a kind of gauntlet i had to cross...there was so much more to it though...damn this job fear

[PoiznDr33m]

my advice would be to not quit and be homeless, but make an attempt to line up a better job, look around now and then, so one day you wont have all your time taken up by work. Like you may get the chance to get some other job, then you make sure ur hired and everything and quit your old job. That would be what i would do anyways, even if it required moving to a cheaper apartment and having more roommates, i cudnt stand to work so much.

[EVIL JOE]

Or if you want to keep your current job but still wake up and not be late you could move your alarm clock farther away from your bed. That way when you wake up you have to get out of bed and go all the way accross the room to turn it off and that will hopefully wake you up enough to realize that you are awake and you can then go to work.

[King GEO]

You sound wired bruv, Drink some chamomile, smoke a spliff and chill.

[phoenelai]

I hate clowns, I'll box their ears!

[Alucinor Architecton]

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[phoenelai]

sorry for the spam but phonelai: donnie darko was the es aich eye tee. [/b] es aich eye tee Don't screw with Frank..he'll have no problem loosing another eye!

[Ethan_Sanchez]

I agree...don't mess with Frank...I'm sure we've all seen his darker side...also I like the advice....I think I’ll replace a chamomile tea with some whiskey or wine, the spliff is definitely required...this shits me, each day I’m late is a day that I’ve had a dream but I don't think I can control WHEN I dream just that if I catch on to the fact I’m dreaming I can control it. So...dream not and get the moneys or dream lots and perhaps fail again at yet another job. I’m actually working on some kids book and hopefully I’ll get some luck (cash wise) that way…then I can dream all the dreams in the world. Back on the topic though, has anyone ever had or experienced with obe’s or self hypnotism? I understand there is a forum in regards to that but before I go there to propose the question does anyone think it’s possible to induce a lucid dream state via hypnotism? If so then I could possibly work on that and LD after work when I get home and just sleep when I go to bed.