ok, long story short, ive been in LD for a coupel years. ive recently taken a break and have had a few moments of exiting the body and moments of lucidity but usually they never go anywhere. last night i was in a dream, started getting suspcious of my surroundings...next thing i know im in my bedroom (that i lived in a year ago...so i knew that was wrong) and im having exit phenomena (whooshing sound, rising limbs, ect) and next thing i know i wake up in the wrong bed in the wrong room and i know its a dream. ive never been in this state before. first thing i notice is how odd my eyes and limbs feel, then i keep looking at the clock and the time keeps changing every time i look at it so now im 99% sure this is a dream. thing is, i didnt feel i could really do anything cool. i couldnt seem to fly and i was still scared of stupid things like waking my mom up. so naturally i jumped out (through) my window and i woke up again (false awakening) back in my room. i realize again this is a dream, try to turn off all my electronics (stereo, tv) that are blasting with no such luck. then i have another false awakening and by now and getting kind of disturbed feeling like im trapped in my dreams...but i continue to experiment and put my head in my rotating celing fan and JESUS did it hurt! which confused me cuz i didnt know you were supposed to feel pain. then i try to fly again and couldnt. then i didnt want to be in my house anymore so i left through the window again with no such luck and was basically back in my room. i tried summoning people and couldnt do that either and eventually i woke up.
i tried the spin technique and that did clear up my surroundings and solidify them...but i am confused as to my lack of abilities. i couldnt seem to change the scenery, fly, or make people appear. i suppose a lot has to do with this being my first LD and it was kind of disturbing because ive never really been in that demension before. what can i do next time to have a better experience?
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