I settled down to take a nap at about 3:45...After watching the rest of Waking Life, I drifted off to sleep in hopes of attaining lucidity. What happened was I woke up about 3 to 4 times very very briefly to change positions, but the last time I woke up I could only open my eyes half way and there was a shadowy figure standing about a foot from my face. (Keep in mind I'm sleeping on a couch) It almost looked like this figure was wearing black robes, my vision was blurry but I definitely detected a presence. At first I thought it was my dad coming to get me up but then the tingling all over my body and the ringing in my ears slowly became more more intense. I shut my eyes recognizing it as sleep paralysis and just let the moment consume me. I felt my body jerk almost 180 degree from how I was laying (like twirling a pencil on a surface) then my feet and my legs lifted in the air. (like someone picked up one end off the pencil and the other end is still on a surface) The next thing that happened, was I felt like I was falling from a very high altitude and I tried to imagine myself falling into water. When I imagined the water and falling into it, I just COULD NOT visualize it, I felt all the tingles on my body get warm and my legs slowly fall back on the couch and back to the way I was laying. What did I do wrong? I was so close to the becoming lucid...I think maybe the shadowy figure scared me too much because my heart was beating very fast the whole time. |
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