I've only attempted three times, but I always end up with a plain dream. |
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I've only attempted three times, but I always end up with a plain dream. |
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And what if all of the world and the comforts that you knew disappeared? What if the idea of self, the idea of a thought, and all consciousness faded away while your ego died? Would you hold onto life or cease to exist, are you more than your mind and more than your feelings, can you exist without yourself? Do you know your cosmic niche and could you be content when you are gone?
Maybe you need to read a WILD technique (like Clairity's) and just start over? I mean without trying to build on something that didn't go right. There are definite stages with a WILD, and you can recognise them as you try it - where you go wrong is where you stop going through the stages and either fall asleep or wake up. I don't know if you can learn where you went wrong from your experience - except maybe to be alert next time if you see a swirling colorful mist, because it means you're dropping off. |
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