Ok, this is rough.. it appears on my road to remembering my past more clearly.. i became haunted by the fact that i had tried to change it. Well i worked out what i tried to change in my "illusion" of the real past. The problem is, something's missing because now i have extreme insomnia.. i noticed it last night, but tonight its much worse.

By changing, i mean, trying to forget certain people were there, by blocking them out completly. That creeped me out to no end when i looked at my yearbook and remembered a few people i forgot.

It could also be i had a hell of a lotta iced tea earlier today.. no idea, even weirder.. old dreams are flyin through my mind, so that must be unblocked and working again.. i just can't sleep.