yeah see thats how i am. exactly.

last night i had my first ld in a looong time. it was short but it was great. i almost think it was autosuggestion or the other one similar (forgot hwat it was called) but i told myself "tomorrows christmas. it would be great if i had an ld. perfect." and i ended up becoming lucid COMPLETELY randomly, no signs or anything. not really anyway, nothing out of the ordinary.