Thread: Natrual Wild Abilty Gone

your quite right.. even though i am only now welcoming the wild rush of a w.i.l.d .... befor when i was 14,, i compared the feeling of the wild to my first few dozzen times getting high off weed... it is quite a rush like no other... it was the unkown that was the scary part.... in fact if i could master my natraul w.i.l.d abbily then i would have no reason to smoke weed (well sometimes) ... when i could lucid drem all the time (not in an abusive way of course)) ...i tryed to wild this moring when i woke u mid dream... i kept waking up every hour dissapointed i fell asleep with out wilding.. but tonight i will try it out

OH ya-- does any one have an idea of why i only seem to be able to w.i.l.d when lying on my back.. and not on my sides?? even though i ussualy prefer to sleep on my side? .. im thinking maby it might just be i can reconize that ""feeling"" more .. idk

"but the thing is,, im one of those people who get the full blown WILD RIDE,, you know, heavy vibrations,, like being on a rolor coster ride, vissualy and audio hulucinations,, + Sleep paralysation......"

Lol Same here! I used to think it was a curse but now I can practice WILDS every night and It actually looks like more of a blessing! I Think what your actually saying is taht you could enter SP at will which then will turn into a WILD (at least thats how it works for me). Well I too thought i lost the abiltiy to enter sp at will around the same age 19, as i did not know about Lucid dreaming at that time and SP used to frighten the shit out of me. I kind of made it go away i guess but im 26 now and I can SP pretty much at will again, every night if i try infact so i dont think you have anything to worry about. My WILDS suck though, and im working on stabilizing those. I dunno, enduring the crazy screeching static and body earthquakes of sp arent as bad now that I know i will LD if i just ride it out.

PM me if you want and I can tell you how i was able to reach sp with ease again.
P.s. did you quit smoking pot when you turned 19?