Me too man. I've been trying for 2 months, and I have one thing I considered a WILD, but it was actually just a dream where I successfully WILDed. In real life, I can't even get into SP. I've tried playing dead, but I almost always have to at least swallow. But even if I don't, I find that if I try to keep my mind as aware as it is when I'm in a DILD, I can't fall asleep.
I wonder, when playing dead, is it okay to think about your body? I can't imagine why not, since it's the stillness that's doing the tricking of your body, not your mind like in the counting technique.
I have had a tiny bit of luck these past two days with trying to send a signal to my hands to move, but not physically allowing them to move while doing the playing dead technique. It feels like I'm made of lead, but I did feel them move a little bit, though they were still flat beside me. They also felt tingly, and my body felt floaty. Maybe I'm making progress. If not, I'm ready to say screw it with WILDs and just try anything else.
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