Originally posted by Neil
You don't seem to have much confidence! Just work hard and never doubt yourself! You can do it if you keep focused and believe in yourself.
Yeah, I figured that out too... my attitude was (and unfortunately still is) something like "it'll be great if I succeed, but..." - u get the idea... and my problem is, while I know that it's bad, I always fail when I try to change it - mainly because I got several other serious and not-so-serious problems in my life, and they're distracting me...

EDIT: I finally found some time to read some interesting posts here - I guess that HILD has a good chance of working in my case, esp. that most of the time I stay awake for VERY long (too long, I only get about 6 hours of sleep daily) - so yeah... I'll try...