I went to bed at 1.00 am last night, setting my alarm to 4.30. I woke up, turned it off then went to WC, came back and lied. I tried to FILD which of course ended up in failure. I don't why but I have a strange inability to do any techniques. I guess I have to create my own.
Anyway, I decided to let things flow. I was lying on my left. 10 min later, I suddenly felt something unusual, a feeling of shift so to speak. My body started to feel differently. I was very conscious at the moment so I was very happy Because normally (2 nights ago) I get SP just after a wake up, not nearly conscious. So I got this floating feeling. Then I couldn't decide what to do, ended up doing nothing. I turned to my right. 5 min later I got that feeling again. But this time it was more powerful and I was more conscious. I felt like I had two body. Tried to move my hands. Then I realized I was not moving my actual hands. I tried to be calm as possible and succeeded. I tried to move although I couldn't see anyting, trying to feel(touch) the wall. I didn't know where I moved but I opened my eyes, peeked so to speak. I saw the door on my left, there is some light. I thought I opened my actual eyes and "Oh I couldn't do it I'm in my room" then I went to sleep. It can't be light from the door because it was still dark. So I was in my room but not in reality. I've just realized it 
So is the title proper ?
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