OK, last night i was laying in my bed, still and i started counting upwards from 0, this kept my mind clear of any daydreaming, for a while. i stareted to daydream lightly (i think i had stopped counting) and after a bit of daydreaming i snapped back to conciousness, i continued counting and eventualy i drifted into another daydream, this one was a bit longer and i snapped out of it as i started to feel wierd, a strange feeling of heaviness fell over my body, it was very distinct and very noticable, and i thoght woohoo. but i now had no idea if i was in sleep paralysis so i tried to move, and did, i was really anoyed with myself, as i think i was very nearly there, the feeling of heaviness setting over, i thought, was a sign of SP, maybe i had to wai longer.
i decided to try again, just laying there, but somthing was wrong, i couldnt daydream. by now id figured that being able to lightly day dream helps A LOT with tricking the body into SP. but i couldnt day dream, my mind would just not wonder, it try to start it of, by thinking of my favorite film but a couple of seconds later i would just be thinking about the body.
i lay there for an hour, not moving, quite anoyed with myself. and eventualy gave up and fell asleep.
i had set the saltcube timer to wake me up at 5. i woke up at 4:30 after a dream had ended, recorded the dream in my dream journal, but after that again, i could not day dream, i had lost my ability to daydream, thus couldnt get to sleep to make the saltcube timer thing work.
i am trying to get into sleep paralysis to get an OBE, fall into SP and leave the body
just a couple of questions:
1)for sleep paralysis to work, is it simply a case of just focusing on the body, because i can do that easily. i just get the feeling that if im so aware of the body, i wont be able to trick into thinking im asleep.
2)is daydreaming better for tricking the body into SP, because if i start counting then start to daydream, after a little bit of daydreaming, i remember i was meant to be counting, and snap out of the daydream. thus not risking falling asleep altogether
3) have anyone of you ever lost you ability to daydream while in bed, could it have been because i was so anoyed that my first attempt of SP failed that i became frustrated, thus lost the ability to relax the mind and let it wonder.
but my overall objective is to go from SP to OBE.
thanks for the advice. WOOT
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