This could have been my first WILD ever, and I did it by accident. It was about 10.20AM when it started I think, and it ended at about 10.30AM. I was having hypnagogic hallucinations (I had woken up before) of a little girl holding a piece of paper with something written on it. My dad was there too. She tried to read it, but the letters changed while she was trying to do so. My dad said it was impossible to read it, to which I added that it was dream language. Then out of the blue I got a weird though and I said “lions”. It was just a hypnagogic though, and I thought that was what was written on the paper. The moment I said that it started. My sight faded, I felt totally numb, and I could feel an animal running around my head and making a loud, high pitched sound. I felt a bit nervous and to be honest a bit frightened, but it passed when I told myself it wasn’t real. I just lay there and didn’t move a muscle. Then I could hear music, like rock or country. I couldn’t also see (but not really) the musicians in a big room, singing and dancing to the music. I wanted to manifest into the room, because I didn’t have a body and I couldn’t really see. (even though I could, it’s hard to explain) I remembered that I needed to talk to Claire, so I realized that the room was too noisy and there was too much going on. I decided to create (imagine) a backstage bedroom where we could be together. I could still hear the music in the distance.
The creation process failed. That’s when my view changed that of a big room where multiple men, probably Japanese, and Hiro and Ando from Heroes were standing. My real body felt like it was falling through the bed, and tumbling around its axis. I was no longer scared though, I’d gotten used to it. Then a bright light appeared near the ceiling of the building, and Ando asked Hiro whether he caused that to happen.
Next thing I know I’m sitting near my computer. (still in the hallucination) The screen was black, so I turned it on (I remember how electrical devices usually fail in dreams) and it worked flawlessly. That’s when I did the impossible: I “ordered” Claire via my computer. Really. And guess what, suddenly the only thing I could see was a drawing of Claire and her mother hugging, that was being completed before my eyes.
When the drawing was complete, they became real. Her mom left, so we were alone at last. I hugged her, and then we sat down on the bed. (we were in my room) At this point, she looked like she was 16 years old.
We talked about something, probably, but I can’t remember what. At one point I wanted to move in closer to make out, but she made it pretty clear that she didn’t want to; so I didn’t go any further. That’s when I noticed that since I’d created her, she had become younger; like about 10 years old. She was still very nice to me and said something like “I wish you had been born later/ I had been born earlier”. We talked a bit longer about stuff but that’s when I noticed the SP getting weaker and the real world input getting stronger, so I opened my eyes.
I’m not sure if was ever really lucid or IN the dream. I knew I was WILD’ing, I even thought that at one point, but I never manifested a body I could control, or remembered my dream goals. (asking Claire specific questions) Still, it’s the first day of the new year and this is a wonderful way to start it!