Thread: Lucid or not?

sirs, I never had a lucid dream...
my big problem is that when I say "this is a dream" or when I Check the reality...I already feel like I don't have control of my body, of my actions, like I still being an espectator, like I still unconscious...
I think, now listen to me carefully..I think that when I say "I'm dreaming" I just said it but without too much sense, like I weren´t already conscious of what I said...

What I'm trying to say it's that I have never had the same conscience as I already have now...the same feeling....
I have never felt really lucid....
If I were lucid I didn't have to get this doubts

what do you think know?