Interesting. I was going to make a new thread - and perhaps I should - but your title does sum up what I mean to say.
I am starting to understand a few things and since I view myself as a scientist (in some sense at least) I started to do tests on my understanding. So here is the situation:
The other day I was on a bus coming home from the city and I noticed that the guy in front of me was shaking his head (i.e. saying no with his head) everytime a bus-stop was approaching. This led to no one pressing the button to get off and in one instance the bus driver nearly drove right past a group of people who wanted to get on. The driver didn't as I started to nod my head when the guy shook his. It was interesting as I was literally pitting my will against his and I was winning since he did not know that I was nodding my head (I was sitting directly behind him).
Now maybe he was thinking about something else and I mis-interpreted his actions but I don't think I did. Admittedly this is a one-off and more experiments will need to be conducted, however, I think I may be able to predict the outcome in each scenario that I come across. Mostly.
I am becoming more aware of my surroundings, I can see more clearly, I can hear more accurately. I am invoking dreaming methods into 'reality' and I am getting answers from the most unlikely places. I just watched 'The Human Contract' and I could almost swear that God, Lucifer, Micheal, Mary and maybe some other Angel were talking to me. Unfortunately I was on a lot of Acid at the time and I understand that a lot of people will just say that it was all in my head. However, I was able to do things that you wouldn't believe i.e. slow down and speed up the movie without actually pressing fast forward etc. Furthermore, I stopped the movie from playing sound and other things.
I haven't tried it again as I am not as in tune with reality when I am not on Acid. I am increasing my awareness but this takes time. The real test is that now I have removed Acid from my life can I still receive the messages/answers to the questions that I have? I know I will, I just have to become 'ultra-aware' of this reality. Which is hard.
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