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Mostly all I remember is these two big tower building things at a school and I climbed up one of them and took a zip line to the other and jumped down like ten stories inside of the tower to the ground, but i wasn't hurt because, you know it's a dream... then there was some part after where it was like I was talking to people through mics in a video game but it was like real, and I was shooting people, some war type thing. Couldn't remember much because to many distractions waking up.
I am stranded with a group of people in some wastes of a small town type place. Everything is grayish. Everyone is lonely and insane disagreements arise between people. Over time one girl decides to cut her breasts off after she is tired of all the horny men around her always commenting at her and treating her like trash. Eventually there is some helicopter with marines on it, but the helicopter has some clear sphere around and through it that spins that makes it fly. The pilot is an expert and flys between trees and stuff, they don't rescue us though? There are large grass fields and and hills past this side of town very colorful. There are some school kids playing at what looks like PE or recess on a sort of basket ball court black top type area and that same girl goes there to be with them rather than our group.
The early parts of this dream were very long but I can't remember all it very clearly so I kept it simple.
I can't remember clearly but in the beginning I think me and a friend were smoking weed somewhere other than the house and it was peaceful there. The earliest part of the dream I can remember I was at our old house and my mom had apparently taken and tried to hide or throw away some very large bongs. But there were still two in the garage and I kept thinking how her efforts to take the bongs away from me were pointless and it frustrated me. My friends dad came to get me in a truck except he was mexican or maybe an indian (looking back it may have been a recurring person in my dreams and not his dad but I assumed it was).
We drove through the city and eventually down a dirt road and there was a large swamp to our right side. Police boats came up along our truck but I kept yelling at them they had no right to search us and to go away. somehow we ended up in a chase with them and had stolen (or just appeared) on a jet ski. I had a double barrel 12 gauge and was blasting guys around me who were on logs and jet skis and stuff around us on the river being very quick reloading. The odds were very much against us. We managed to escape and we were hiding out in an area on the side of the river closer to the ocean in the water. By this time we were aware that someone had been murdered and they thought it was us who did it. We were talking and messing around but hid underwater as police came by in boats searching for us.
Now I see in a perspective outside myself and there is some women who knows we are there and send s a small boy. Some how there is a room on the river now and this boy acts innocent and clueless but he is really trying to rat us out to the police without us knowing for fear of being hurt. Around this point I begin to fully realize its probably a dream and do a nose pinch rc but I can feel my body laying in bed and I wake up.
I haven't recorded dreams on here in awhile but I might now because it will help me focus on my recall more. Maybe not all my dreams though depending on what they are about....
I fall asleep I am very stoned
I am floating through other peoples minds and inner dialogues.
I am going through their lust
They think of decisions they make which only bring more suffering
I tell them to act otherwise
They seem to laugh and take pride in their foolish decisions
I forget who I am
I am waking up trying to figure out who I am or the meaning of the world I exist in knowing that I'm here for some reason I cannot remember
Ideas and concepts come together and I begin to remember
I am used to forgetting who I am it doesn't surprise me
I am writing in a note book. I write out a message and the message I receive appears on the lines just underneath where I wrote. I am writing back and forth to nomad.
So what I can remember was said...
I said that I see dreaming as a bunch of cords criss crossing in a complex system sort of.
Then at one point I was focusing in on his energy and wrote to him saying that there was both negative and positive emotions sort of being repressed, and that kind of clouds his consciousness.
Then he wrote a bunch of shit back and then I went to check and it was all cross out like he decided to take what he said back. Then I just saw I think alot.
besides those things I can't remember quite everything that was said.
while doing this more than once these sort of videos came up that I would watch. They were youtube videos. He was like telling me things. Then at one point he's talking about weed. he has some bud plant. He's says don't tell anyone!!! Someone that lives around here will steal it!!
The environment I was in was changing as I wasn't paying much attention to it. I was mostly focused on the notebook and sending messages to nomad. Then the parts with videos I sort of suddenly was merged into the experience.