Few weeks ago i couldnt sleep, it was 4 a.m and my inner dialog was crazy, so i thought to myself - i will stop talking now, and i forced it to stop. I was observing this silence, keeping some form of mental pressure on place inside my head (i imagined that there is some speaker)...and after few moments i heard this buzzing sound with vibrations, so i put all my attention to this sound, i forced it to go up and to be very loud until this sound completely disappear and i stand up from bed.but not with my physical body.
i was in my room (almost identical as real), walking observing and after some time i returned to myself and wake up normally.
now i can not reproduce it.... how can i reproduce everything ? i can not find this place inside my head and i can not stop thinking, talking...why one time this happened nicely and easily and now when i really want it it does not happening again ?????
help. thanks.
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