When you dream you feel an impression of something, and it gets formed into a metaphorical image that fits the impression. Or maybe something like that. For a couple of years for me, for at least one dream a night, this process seemed carefully planned out, almost as if the dreams were pre-recorded. Often multiple things were blended into a single image. For instance, a person in a dream might represent several waking life people, and would exhibit a blend of characteristics from all of them. Or another, almost opposite way of looking at this, is the dream character would represent something common to the waking life people, that is expressed a little bit differently in all of them. But it would be brought into focus in a single dream image. Sometimes when one dream image wasn't adequate there would be a series of several short dream sequences which illustrate slightly different aspects of the same thing, from different perspectives, and often using very different metaphors. But the segments of dream were clear and distinct.
Increasingly, I have noticed that many people dream of similar things, often at about the same time, and this isn't merely because of shared external stimuli. Deeply connected patterns are being formed into somewhat different images in a lot of different places. And its not just dreams that are like this, all objects and events are like this.
My dreams aren't anywhere near as clear now as they were a couple of years ago, and seem to mostly lack evidence of careful planning. The meta-patterns behind the dreams seem closer to the surface somehow though. And they're not getting focused down to one specific image so much. In some instances there are two alternative interpretations of a dream detail expressed at the same time, almost like hearing different sounds at the same time, or going around both sides of an obstacle on a trail. Usually there aren't clear alternative interpretations like that though, its more of a cacophony of abstract and weird images that don't find their way into suitable metaphors taken from waking like. A couple of nights ago I had dreams that were like dozens of different related dreams being played all at once. It was a flickering mess, with metaphors changing as often as several times a second, even while an underlying story flowed along at a more life-like rate. I can't easily describe what the story was though, because the images were so strange, and I find them hard to remember with so little continuity in the pictures and sounds.
Imagine some part of your character, or how you feel about something. Now imagine 20 other people who aren't quite like you, but who share something of that same kind of desire or love. Now imagine them not as 20 distinct people in different places, but as some kind of weird multi-dimensional embodiment of that shared quality, and try to visualize that somehow. Maybe that's somewhat like an impression from one of these dreams.
Here are some weird but relatively describable dream images from a couple of nights ago that appeared briefly like islands in the surrounding mess. There is a quasi-omipotent, quasi-omniscient machine-like tyranny, which symbolically exists in orbit around the earth. A man is disloyal, so they change him so that he can't care about people, and they rape his sister. Then they torment him by turning his ability to care on and off, by pushing a button. I see genetically engineered monstrosities. Another man must work for them printing T-shirts, but he doesn't want to because its boring, so with his consent they put him into a pleasant coma from which he cranks out printed T-shirts displaying the required propaganda, along with other messages which are his thoughts. There's no picture of a man here, just a rapidly changing pile of T-shirts which occasionally looks like an elephant, because the man feels a bit elephant-like. Another personal spirit, as if from a past life, engages the man. Its sort of like a fight, but less angry, more like a sport or a reckoning day. The imagery in this part is just moving and changing shapes and colors. Afterwards there is something like a friendly kissing the side of an enormous leopard, though the cat is not quite what it is believed to be, and is not trustworthy.
There are four men who have partially gained their freedom, but rather than staying in the partial sanctuary of earth, will travel commando-like into orbit where the corrupt overlords are, just to establish that men can. One of these men seems to me to be a cowardly, incurious kind of person, like someone who would get a job through nepotism and spend his life dreaming about his pension. Another has a more aggressive, intolerantly right-wing kind of mentality. A third man is me. Someone, maybe the first man perceives that Mexican's are illiterate, meaning something more like lack of interest in literature than inability to read. The second man declares that Mexicans are illiterate. I say that there is a wide range of different kinds of people in Mexico, so the population can't be characterized as literate or illiterate. The first man is uncomfortable with the overly analytical, complicated, or judgmental nature of my way of looking at things. The fourth man doesn't care about literacy or illiteracy, though its not because he's unintelligent or indifferent, he just has a different way of looking at things. If anything he's more compassionate than the other three of us. The tension between these four personalities supposedly makes us the perfect team to intrude into the domain of the orbital hegemony.
I realize this must sound both vain and incoherent. There are a couple of other identifiable scenes also. A story that obliquely slanders my forefathers. The discovery of the remains of a murdered phoenix. Most of the rest I can't even make that much sense of.
I think I was meandering towards some point, but its late, I have to work, and I've sort of lost interest for now, so I'll just stop there.
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