Hello everybody,

I'm gonna try to write my story that makes sense!

I'm 25 and since I've been 14 I had that weird "dream" occurring mostly frequently but sometimes not so frequently. I don't even think it's a dream.

The "Dream"
I would be sleeping and then all of a sudden while I'm deep asleep I feel like there's a dark presence. I open my eyes (but I'm still sleeping thus dreaming) and see like a dark figure. Almost all the dreams start like this but the figure can be anywhere, the first time ever, it was sitting on my bed close to my feet and staring at me and didn't do anything. Sometimes it be floating, sometimes it's near the top of my head or next to me etc etc.

In the dream, I'm always very aware of what's happening around me. E.g: if people are watching TV in the room next to me, I'll be aware of it in the dream. If I left the candle lighten up, I'll see that it is when the dream starts happening. If my boyfriend is next to me giving his back to me I'll see him too. So it's all very very real. When I "open" my eyes during my dreaming, I see around me just as if I'm really awake. You get the idea.

As from the moment I feel I'm getting into this dream, my first reaction is always to try and wake up. But I CAN'T move, I CAN'T TALK OR SCREAM. Nothing. I always struggle to wake up from the "dream". I will always end up waking up, sometimes after minimal struggle, sometimes after a LOT of struggle. And if I happen to fall back asleep right away, the 'thing'(that's how I call it) continues.

I always feel unsafe when that "dream" starts happening, like I'm in some sort of danger if I do stay in the dream. I'm always aware that I need to wake up. When there's that dark figure, it seems to try to pull me out of my body. Like it's trying to pull my astral body out of my physical body. But I do not actually get out of my body. So I can't say I had an out of the body experience. Dunno for sure.

During the day I used to tell my bestfriend about it etc and i was teling her how I am aware of everything that's happening around me. I told her that if that night I get "the thing", I'll remember my conversation with her etc. So i did get that thing that night and i did remember my conversation with her very well.

I now have a new boyfriend, and the first time I had it with him, I scared the crap out of him. haha. Because he said that I started twitching and then he'll wake me up. I realised then that the twitching was me struggling to wake up. He got so scared! When I was in the dream and struggling to wake up, I could actually "see" him turn around (because he had his back to me in the bed that night), look at me and trying to wake me up. I could see the whole thing. Other times when I had that "thing" again, if he's at my place and sleeping next to me, I'll always "see" him wake up and trying to wake me up. I think my boyfriend is the sweetest thing ever, I'm always grateful when he wakes me up coz it's usually a struggle to try and wake up. So he'll usually have me in his arms when I'm sleeping so that he can sense me twitch and thus wake me up.

I've tried several times to pray about that specifically before I sleep. I asked to be surrounded by light and even ask Archangel Michael and many angels to surround me, I also pray during "the thing" too but it seems like nothing really works. I've been having that for 11 years now and I'm still wondering what this is.


Can anyone relate to that or does anyone know what this is? Any input would be very appreciated!

Thank you
Channel of Love