Ok, I've been really trying hard to get lucid more often & I've been using this cd alot that has been working rather well but something strange happened to me last night & I have not been able to get my mind off it. Here's what happened.

I'm lying in bed listening to the cd clearing my head knowing I'm about to fall asleep. All of a sudden all the sounds start fading away like I'm being pulled away by something. At the same time my body begins to become numb (like when you hand or leg falls asleep is pretty much how it feels, except all over.) Then it begins to feel like I'm riding in the back of a truck going down a dirt road (all bumpy) This has happened to me a few time here recently & I usually wake myself 'cause it kinda creeps me out. I thinking sleep paralisis maybe to myself when I feel a sudden jerk/fall sensation. I feel like i'm spiralling downward forever & it's pitch black. I finally stop falling & open my eyes to see the roof of my house. I'm lying on my back looking at the ceiling. At this point, I think "ok, just got freaked out & fell on the floor, no biggie." I tried to lift my head & couldn't. I tried to move & with all my strength I got to where I could just barely lift my head from the floor. I looked toward my bed & saw myself lying in bed! I freaked out & realized I was not awake. I still had a bit a tingly feeling every where when I felt like something was in there room with me. I have no idea how to describe it exceot like when you were a kid & in a dark room, knowing nothing was in there but you just have that feeling like nothing is right. It was like that but a 100x worse for me. So I tried to wake myself like I always do (close my eyes & shake my head violently.) I couldn't. Then, then feeling got even stronger & felt like some force was completely around my body. It began dragging me slowly across the floor & I could feel/hear things that I knew were on my floor touching my body & being pushed aside as I was dragged toward the end of my house. I'm just stuck the whole time trying anything to move/wake up as I'm watching my ceiling slowly move above me. I was just about to the far wall 'cause I could see the top of it where it meets the ceiling getting closer & closer. I began to wonder if I was going to go through the wall. I felt my head touch the wall for a second & then the top of it slowly began to enter through. I can't think of anyway to describe how it felt. I completely loose it mentally at this point & began just screeming in my mind when whatever it was released me & I was sucked back towards my body lying in bed. I woke up instantly sweating profusely, with my heart pounding out of my chest.

This is the best way I can describe it, but it was so intense/real that I'm having doubts it was a dream. If this OBE/astral projection stuff is real, is this what it's like if you don't know whats goin' on? Please help, I keep telling myself it's just a f'd up dream, but it just didn't feel like a dream, I don't know how to put it other than that. Any help/advice is greatly appriciate