It's a bit long, sorry a lot happened:
This morning, after praying and praying to finally meet (one of ) my spirit guide(s) and actually talk to her (I've met her a few times, but no good conversations occured), I finally did have an official meet and greet.
In order this morning:
After going to pee at 6 am, then going back to bed:
1) I had a super smooth fast OBE (I've been doing a lot of meditating lately (with the Gateway program) , and my energy control (resonant tuning) is getting better/stronger (which I think helped me get OBE fast/smooth))..
First I popped out easily, then I said to myself "let's go see my spirit guide" (one of many OBE commands), then I immediately started floating up, went straight through my ceiling/roof, seeing the roofs of all my neighborhood, then I went higher and higher, and eventually saw a bunch of people floating up with me.
What I literally saw was hundreds/thousands of robot like bodies (my minds interpretation of spirit matter) with real human faces floating up and around me like in a school of fish, all heading for the same place.
I even felt like one was super happy to be going where he was going (and he knew), and he gave me a high five (I couldn't feel it)!
Then I returned to my body for some reason and woke up. Pretty excited from the neat OBE it took me a while to get back to sleep.
2) Then I fell back to sleep and had a semi-lucid dream where my best friend was trying to get me to follow him through a door, but after he went in, I found I couldn't follow (I was fuzzy/weakly lucid), like there was an invisible barrier at the door.
Then I woke up and realized that my SG was just in my best friend's form to make me feel more comfortable, and her attempting to lead me through the door was a way of getting me completely OBE/lucid so we could talk.
SO, I then fell asleep AGAIN more determined than ever, and as soon as I started dreaming I became lucid really quickly (right away) and saw my best friend waiting for me.
I then met her, and she changed from my best friends image to my sisters, and then eventually to nothing, I was just talking to her presence.
INFO:
She told me her name was Marel or Marell, and she was a person who's had past lives with me.
She told me I've had 20 past lives. I asked if this was one of my last ones, she gave me a very confusing answer.
I got the impression/feeling that she was annoyed that I took so long to finally meet up with her (you just feel it, it's very neat NVC (non verbal communication). So I asked "What do you have to be busy/concerned with? It's not like you have money to earn where you are (living on the other side, she has her own life)?? She laughed and replied sarcastically "Oh, I don't???" like she thought I was acting like a know-it-all.. Obviously she was busy with something over there..
Then (because the background of our meeting, was a regular dream taking place in my neighborhood) I saw a guy I know and grew up with who lives in my cul-de-sac walking around in my dream (who's a major pothead/metal head). She inferred to me that he's now doing Cocaine.
Then I felt i was being pulled back and said thank-you and I woke up.
Not too much information but a good first meeting.
I'm going to a highly recommended medium in the next couple weeks, so I'll see if she can channel her, or just even give me the same name for confirmation!
Thanks for reading!
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