
Originally Posted by
Aquanina
I have actually seen the White Light many times. Usually as a result of a high plateau DXM experience.
It's immensely hard to describe...but I'll try. At a certain point when my trip would plateau, eyes closed...I would be surrounded and full of the whitest, purest, brightest light. It's brighter than anything you can imagine, but doesn't hurt to look at. It fills you with warmth, understanding, truth, and love. The moment I am surrounded in the white light I feel complete and total happiness, love, peace, and knowledge that everything is perfectly as it should be, that I was silly to ever doubt that I was so utterly alone, that none of us is ever alone and that the pure white light is with us always...like a lantern or candle or flame that is hovering over top of us and showering us with the whiteness and connectedness of all living things.
It's not only during the trips that I experience the white light...but also for days afterwards, I feel and know and can even see myself surrounded in the white light. It's as though everywhere I go, there is a bright light...a few feet above and behind my head, so that it shines on me so brightly, and shines onto the path before me, the direction that I am going. Soon, it becomes easy to forget...but I know that the white light is always with me...as it is with every person. And I think you'll all get to see it someday and wonder HOW you ever could have doubted it.
At one point, I experienced the white light so intensely that I thought I had actually accidentally killed myself (I've had similar experiences a few other times but this was the one with so much intensity that I'll never ever forget it). I really thought that I had died...but I didn't care...because not only was I surrounded in white light...brighter than ever...and full of it...but it was so wonderful and beautiful that I thought my body would literally explode like a bright white firework. Like it was pouring from every cell in my body. I realized I was still alive at this point, all five of my senses were completely and totally flooded with happiness, joy, and love...and for a while I laid in my bed feeling as though I was going to burst with white light, touch, taste, smell, hear, sight...all overwhelmed with utter happiness. It was something I had never experienced or felt before, and for a moment I thought I had felt a sixth sense. But then I realized that it wasn't a sixth sense, but rather the complete and total fulfillment of all five of my senses. And in this state...I just knew. Everything...I just knew. So I named this Knowing. And now I refer to the white light, as Knowing. There is nothing more powerful or more beautiful or stronger in the entire world. Even love pales in comparison to complete Knowing.
I only wish it wasn't so easy to forget...
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