I'm not going to go into a whole lot of detail here, but basically I have a male spirit guide that I've been speaking with in an awake state using a technique called Automatic Writing and Automatic Art.

I started speaking to him with this technique after my very first two lucid dreams, but lately I've become involved in religion, and believe that one of my other guides or people that I've been communicating with (in an awake state) MAY be Saint Joan of Arc. (Or as she prefers, "Jehanne".)

I have had a dream with her in it that ended up feeling a lot more real once I'd grabbed her hand in it, but that's not the problem. You can totally feel the difference between doing Automatic Writing with the previous guide as opposed to Jehanne. She's far more serious, and is much more willing to tell me things that I don't want to hear.

The problem is that in the past when speaking with this male guide, he's never said anything along the lines of me not telling people about my dreams and things that he's told me. Yet Jehanne - through automatic writing - has said that I'm not supposed to talk to anyone about it. Though after begging her to allow me at least one person, she obliged.

However, in the one dream that I've had with her in it that was only semi lucid, she never said a word to me. Just gave me this knowing, amused smile. I haven't had a lucid dream in a while, either, and I think I'd end up forgetting to ask once I did have one.

So this is what I ask of you people here. Would you trust what the automatic writing during a completely awake state is telling you, and NOT speak of your dreams, even if it's hard to understand what they are talking about; or would you freely speak of your dreams until said guide popped up in a dream and told you to shut your trap?

I don't want to end up making Jehanne angry by me running my mouth out of ignorance and not trusting her horrible handwriting enough, but at the same time, I want to be able to speak about the dreams so that I can get further clarification on them.

So what would you guys do in this situation? I MAY be able to provide some more information if you request it, but I'm just not sure what I'm supposed to say, and what I should leave out by order of the 'higher ups'.