What Is This Exactly??? [ Details Inside ]

[spiritofthewolf]

What I am about to explain to you started when I was about 13 years old, Ever since I that age, I have been able to stop whatever I am doing and just sit there and in my head "Imagine" what it would be like if I was the only person around for miles and miles.. I know it sounds crazy, but you must understand that I can literally "feel exactly" what it would be like if that was such the case.. I am able to do this anytime I want, I just concentrate for a few seconds and it happens... In another case I was just getting out of school (college) and I was waiting at the city bus terminal downtown and I was looking at a puddle of water, and while looking at the puddle of water I could almost "Sense" a different life.. it's hard to explain, but almost feeling like a perfect world / life just by looking at the water... LOL this is so hard to explain... The water thing is hard to explain but the other thing isn't.. It's almost like i am blocking out everything that is going on around me (it doesn't matter if I am in a mall or grocery store) I can stop what I am doing, and just imagine what it would be like if I was the only one there.. Feeling every aspect, the silence, the mood, the air.... The most recent time I was thinking about my best friend who I am in love with, and I was sitting there and i got so deep into my thoughts that it almost felt like I was "Consumed" by her love.. I could literally feel a presence in the air, and feel her love in the room.. I know it all sounds crazy, but I am just wondering what this is.. Because it's weird, no matter how much detail I go into explaining it, nobody could ever really truly understand what I mean, because I am only one person... I am just looking for advice or an explanation, something! So in advance I thank those who took the time to read and reply, and I have been on this site for about 4 years, and I wouldn't make something like this up.. I have always had a very HUGE imagination and always been a HUGE DAY DREAMER... So again, thank you for your time! Spiritofthewolf

[IrisRavenstar]

Hi spiritofthewolf, I'd say you're a bit psychic, personally. Re:the water, this from the SCRYING entry on Wikipedia: Scrying (also called crystal gazing, crystal seeing, seeing, or peeping) is a magic practice that involves seeing things psychically in a medium, usually for purposes of obtaining spiritual visions and more rarely for purposes of divination or fortune-telling. The media used are most commonly reflective, translucent, or luminescent substances such as crystals, stones, glass, mirrors, water, fire, or smoke. Scrying has been used in many cultures as a means of divining the past, present, or future. Depending on the culture and practice, the visions that come when one stares into the media are thought to come from God, spirits, the psychic mind, the devil, or the subconscious. Although scrying is most commonly done with a crystal ball, it may also be performed using any smooth surface, such as a bowl of liquid, a pond, a crystal, or, as expert scryers can[citation needed], a thumbnail. Scrying is actively used by many cultures and belief systems and is not limited to one tradition or ideology. However, like other aspects of divination and parapsychology, it is not supported by mainstream science as a method of predicting the future or otherwise seeing events that are not physically observable. There's more on the site. It's really just a way to induce trance, or waking dreams. I don't think it sounds crazy at all.

[Xetrov]

Hey spiritofthewolf, I dont think what you experience is very strange. Ive had the same on many occasions... just imagining/feeling what it would be like if I (or me and some friends) would be the only one(s) around. From your whole story there I would also say that you are a pretty empathic person if you allow yourself. For such people, feeling someone's love isnt all that crazy aswell, even over great distances. It's not just someting from the imagination, though having a good imagination helps a lot to make the connection. Just a few of my experiences I thought I'd share .

[LucidFlanders]

We can have an imagination for other things then sex? wow...all i ever think about and role play is play time, fun time. I can't imagine anything else....lol.